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unwine99

unwine99

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undercovergrow said:
sunshine daydream about week nine. she's a small clone (about two feet tall) but my first to change colors with the cooler temperatures.

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Wow...those are some of the most beautiful pictures I've seen...magazine worthy. That color along with those healthy leaves and mature frosty nugs -- awesome. Very well done.

You have any shots of the whole plant?
 
Al Yamoni

Al Yamoni

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luv2grow said:
holy crap that is a good looking gal! hope I get that one outta my 5 popped. she's got that flow @ the goji, my minon ass doesn't have the tiger melon. Beautiful plant
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She's the only gal I got but I only popped two..
The Tigermelon/dbf3 are testers. I still have quite a bit of work to do for the tester report, so far they all have this underlying fresh scent these if really weird. My favorite has some sweet fruity notes as well and the freak smells like fresh warm leather
 
Mad Hamish

Mad Hamish

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@luv2grow were you diagnosed with OCD? Asking because it is a word I do not take lightly after finding out what people that suffer from it really have to go through.
Pretty damn intense I aint complaining about my depression knowing what other people have to live with. Pretty debilitating stuff OCD is.
If you have this diagnosed I have to say it sounds like a tough as hell gig...
 
luv2grow

luv2grow

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I have been told from a few medical people that my depression was linked to OCD attributes. They never actually classified me though. So I have that going for me.
Try 4 combat tours, depression, and a constant unfulfilled feeling, which leads to my brain never slowing down or relaxing i guess you could say.. that's me in a nut shell. But with all that said I feel like I'm kicking the shit out of my demons finally.
fuck you demons :finger:
I did a lot of research on OCD after i was told that. Some people have it really bad. My heart goes out to them.
 
undercovergrow

undercovergrow

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unwine99 said:
Wow...those are some of the most beautiful pictures I've seen...magazine worthy. That color along with those healthy leaves and mature frosty nugs -- awesome. Very well done.

You have any shots of the whole plant?
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thank you. i've been looking at her for at least two weeks thinking i needed to get in there to take some pictures of her. she has started to drop her lower leaves now and isn't nearly as pretty as she was just a week ago. i went and looked at what i'd taken and found the picture i think i used to crop from and that shows some more of her (she's only two feet tall and has started dropping her lower leaves) but it has the ugly yellow stickies in the back

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JDGreen

JDGreen

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luv2grow said:
I have been told from a few medical people that my depression was linked to OCD attributes. They never actually classified me though. So I have that going for me.
Try 4 combat tours, depression, and a constant unfulfilled feeling, which leads to my brain never slowing down or relaxing i guess you could say.. that's me in a nut shell. But with all that said I feel like I'm kicking the shit out of my demons finally.
fuck you demons :finger:
I did a lot of research on OCD after i was told that. Some people have it really bad. My heart goes out to them.
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Hell yeah. Fuck u demons lol.

Update. Dry sift from ssdd x wookie..... calculating....calculating..... ......SUPER fire! Nice sour sweet berry taste mmmmm. And gives u this nice head numb. ...mmmm im happy with this.

Still gotta try bud inma cpl days.
 
D_Urbmon

D_Urbmon

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Mad Hamish said:
@luv2grow were you diagnosed with OCD? Asking because it is a word I do not take lightly after finding out what people that suffer from it really have to go through.
Pretty damn intense I aint complaining about my depression knowing what other people have to live with. Pretty debilitating stuff OCD is.
If you have this diagnosed I have to say it sounds like a tough as hell gig...
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My wife has the real deal OCD. She's not much of a ritual performer but she gets a fuck load of intrusive thoughts and obsesses over the smallest of things.

I gotta say it's very nice to hear someone for once acknowledge that OCD is a very real and debilitating disorder as opposed to how most people casually throw it about like it's a joke and self diagnose because they are particular or something. Shit is very real! respect hamish!
 
rocknratm

rocknratm

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undercovergrow said:
thank you. i've been looking at her for at least two weeks thinking i needed to get in there to take some pictures of her. she has started to drop her lower leaves now and isn't nearly as pretty as she was just a week ago. i went and looked at what i'd taken and found the picture i think i used to crop from and that shows some more of her (she's only two feet tall and has started dropping her lower leaves) but it has the ugly yellow stickies in the back

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very pretty. Nice work sir.
 
MustangStudFarm

MustangStudFarm

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luv2grow said:
I have been told from a few medical people that my depression was linked to OCD attributes. They never actually classified me though. So I have that going for me.
Try 4 combat tours, depression, and a constant unfulfilled feeling, which leads to my brain never slowing down or relaxing i guess you could say.. that's me in a nut shell. But with all that said I feel like I'm kicking the shit out of my demons finally.
fuck you demons :finger:
I did a lot of research on OCD after i was told that. Some people have it really bad. My heart goes out to them.
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Hey, are you getting a % from the VA yet? It really helps with the stress, that is what it is for!!! I keeps folks like us from becoming criminals lol... Cant keep a job because of PTSD ect. It took me 2-3 yrs just to get a grasp on things and stop drinking. I think that I was trying to kill myself by drinking or something. Throw up and go back to the liquor store lol... Past that part now, but it is more about learning how to cope with it rather than getting over it. You can PM me if you want. I had to go to the VA for about 3yrs to get 70% disability, which you can still work and have a career. After repeated failure and 10yrs, I got 100%. It is a real blow to the ego because I thought that I would have a job paying $80,000+ after college...
 
futant

futant

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D_Urbmon said:
My wife has the real deal OCD. She's not much of a ritual performer but she gets a fuck load of intrusive thoughts and obsesses over the smallest of things.

I gotta say it's very nice to hear someone for once acknowledge that OCD is a very real and debilitating disorder as opposed to how most people casually throw it about like it's a joke and self diagnose because they are particular or something. Shit is very real! respect hamish!
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Raised by one. Don't wish that on anybody.
 
MustangStudFarm

MustangStudFarm

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Joedank said:
you can use one of us as a referal and avoid all the haSsel
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A CIB is all that you need!!!

Edit: A Veteran Service Officer is what you want to look for, the federal buildings/employees are not there to help you build your case, quite the opposite. It can be a difficult road w/o direction... Get treatment and get paid. Dude, they have homeless veterans programs if you dont have a place ect. They pay your rent until you get a % basically. Dont hide under a rock, there is plenty of opprotunity. Free housing and college...
 
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