silasraven
Well-Known Member
i am so bored at this point i dont no what the fuck to do. i have no weed im trying to cut it out for a while but with the fact that im stuck inside 24/7 reading and the internet have just gotten so tire some. i cant take my wheelchair out cause it rained.right now all i want to do is call up my guy and smoke it up. im tired of this whole conscience shit where i think one months rent stashed is a good idea(very much but ive got disability wtf does it matter?) its almost like i refuse to relax ever since i became the age of where i pay my own bills even with pot ill smoke and be like o shit ive only got .3 less of what i had AHAHAHHHHH. im also on lithium its supposed to help with the racing thoughts.....ok im not sure if its just the weather or my mind just placeboing right now but my back hurts. damn living in the small ass apartment is really draining.