smokinheavy79
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we are a good bit alike rowlman... I am pretty freaking crazy... I thought it was this or that, but something is apparently really wrong with me. I'm trying to get disability for it...that'd be sweet, to finally get paid instead of punished for my "different" way of thinking. I used to design residential subdivisions, and have done everything from gps mapping distributions of electric co-ops, to making cultured marble... I've went through MANY jobs because of my attitude... I've lost some great jobs over the years, and havent worked in like 18 months This is by far my favorite job of all... fuck bosses.I wouldn't say I'm physco, my x-wife would disagree...I'm more crazy.I don't know why I do the things I do sometimes...and I hate pills that calm me down though, unless I want to be calmed down. I've always been like this...like after I had a blow-out my cousin, I continued to destroy his garage,piece by piece...it wasn't necessary. And on my way out I thru his bike at his wifes windshield...shit just bounced off though....I'm much calmer now, but always been alittle crazy.
...and yes, the thoughts and stories get deeper and darker, that was just a little family fight thing recently...but I'll share more later.