life sucks i will die soon im shure

hendo1979 said:
hi im male from scotland in the uk im on the hunt for hash or weed to buy starting from small amounts and eventually large amounts
im looking for someone with very good contacts
and someone i can trust with the export of product and someone that trusts me with the cash side of it and sale of product
this could be a very very awarding enterprise

if your interested email me on hendo1979@live.co.uk

thanks

pablo
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Get outta here with that shit.
 
Hepheastus420 said:
IME there are four types of people when it comes to depression.
1) The people who were depressed since they realized how horrible the world is but they decided to ignore it and not think about negativity because it scares them too much... You know, the whole "ignorance is bliss" thing.
2) The people who are depressed and dwell on it.. Kind of like being trapped in a depression bubble.
3) These people are much like the first option people (they see the world in it's negativity) but they choose to accept the world as it is and they do not dwell on negativity.
4) People with legitimate depression. A depression that only medication can alter.
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5) People with "legitimate" organic depression who won't respond to any of the meds. cn
 
hendo1979 said:
hi im male from scotland in the uk im on the hunt for hash or weed to buy starting from small amounts and eventually large amounts
im looking for someone with very good contacts
and someone i can trust with the export of product and someone that trusts me with the cash side of it and sale of product
this could be a very very awarding enterprise

if your interested email me on hendo1979@live.co.uk

thanks

p ablo
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please don't give this guy money u will never see it agin I gave him 600 bucks last week and haven't heard from him agin
 
Hey cn i am wondering do you use hash oil at all, like taking it orally not smoking it? I am sure you use cannabis often but maybe a certain strain or a mix of strains made into oil could help with the depression?
 
RC7 said:
Hey cn i am wondering do you use hash oil at all, like taking it orally not smoking it? I am sure you use cannabis often but maybe a certain strain or a mix of strains made into oil could help with the depression?
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I smoke it... bubble and oil are my standard smokes. Haven't played with edibles ... I like the dose-control thing i have going on with smoking. cn
 
Yes you can not saying you can't. I'm not too familiar with bubble so I'm not really talking about that. There is a differance in the reaction that occurs between smoking oil and vaping it by dropping it on ti.

'tis my oily point
 
We're all gonna end up dead, sleeping forever with no dreams. Live your life man, f you can regret it when you're dead, I'm sure you would :). Life is a precious thing and isn't something to fuck around with.

I'll never forget when my mom tried to commit suicide..... I was really sad, and mad at her. You gotta think about the people around you.
 
stickyicky0420 said:
i have been depressed lately i have sever social anxiety and no frinds i want frinds but my social anxiety is horrable. if it wasnt for my dog i would have killed myself a long time ago. im 22 no frinds no family closes family to me is 800 miles away my grandmother who i never talk to. i am about to be homeless cause i cant work cause of my anxiety and the only thing im good at i cant do cause it is illegal where i live i would give anything to have a chance to move to a legal state so i can grow and get medicen for my anxiety without a prison sentance. im not an ugly person i actuly dont look bad at all but i still dont have enough cofidence to go outside much less talk to a girl my dog is about to die he is 18 and i probably wont be to far behide him. i bought a 20 gauge and i keep 1 hollow point slug just incase so i will have a way out of this horrable life. i inderstand that lots of people have it worse than me but it dosent make me feel any better. i mean i have food and drinks and people are out there starveing but i still hate my life. i have no hope and o see no end to this dark tunnel i only relly see one way out...
peace and much love
sticky
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Hey man, i feel your pain i really do. I have struggled with everything you said and i still struggle, but my life is not that bad today. I have been on over 15-20 medications. None worked for me so i dont take anything now. and i havent taken medication for at least a year. Sometimes meds are not the way to go, they can make you more suicidal and more hopeless. And to be honest i think medications are kinda stupid anyway. Do you know what the placebo effect is? You need to get out there and do stuff man. Go out and try to be social you will start to overcome a little bit of your social anxiety. It will still be there but it will get better. Be productive and stop smoking weed. Smoke weed again when you feel better about yourself. Work out(do push ups, sit-ups, run) Besides when you are getting high because of social anxiety its not really the best type of high anyways. Just my 2 cents.
 
Gmz said:
We're all gonna end up dead, sleeping forever with no dreams. Live your life man, f you can regret it when you're dead, I'm sure you would :). Life is a precious thing and isn't something to fuck around with.

I'll never forget when my mom tried to commit suicide..... I was really sad, and mad at her. You gotta think about the people around you.
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Do you believe for one second that suicidal people are unaware of the suffering their act would cause for their family? Can you imagine that this doesn't help the basic problem, but merely compounds the grief? A duty to live for others bleaches into worthless nagging abstraction in the face of true failure of vitality. cn
 
cannabineer said:
Do you believe for one second that suicidal people are unaware of the suffering their act would cause for their family? Can you imagine that this doesn't help the basic problem, but merely compounds the grief? A duty to live for others bleaches into worthless nagging abstraction in the face of true failure of vitality. cn
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My mom seemed really careless at the time.... Which is why it pissed me off so much.

The way i looked at it........ Everyone i know and love is gonna end up dead anyway, as well as me... So why wait through the anxiety anger and sadness just to sleep. I go through crazy anxiety attacks that all i wanna do is hurt myself, usually just making a quick clean cut with a razor blade.
 
Gmz said:
My mom seemed really careless at the time.... Which is why it pissed me off so much.
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I get that. End-stage depression is indistinguishable from laziness and giving up. If you only could see the weak tiny leftover of humanity in its failing cage, raging, struggling ... having no effect. cn
 
Gmz said:
My mom seemed really careless at the time.... Which is why it pissed me off so much.

The way i looked at it........ Everyone i know and love is gonna end up dead anyway, as well as me... So why wait through the anxiety anger and sadness just to sleep. I go through crazy anxiety attacks that all i wanna do is hurt myself, usually just making a quick clean cut with a razor blade.
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Are you a girl?
 
hendo1979 said:
hi im male from scotland in the uk im on the hunt for hash or weed to buy starting from small amounts and eventually large amounts
im looking for someone with very good contacts
and someone i can trust with the export of product and someone that trusts me with the cash side of it and sale of product
this could be a very very awarding enterprise

if your interested email me on hendo1979@live.co.uk

thanks

pablo
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You forgot to mention that you're not a cop.. What an idiot!
 
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