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Did you see your wall of text? I didn't even have to read it to know you're a loon.

Neo, I know the wall of text is insane looking. I know it makes me look like a loon... but the entire bit of text.... is me telling you people look at what they think they see... and then make an opinion... that never changes unless something crazy happens that makes you believe something different.

An example of what im trying to say:

If someone had a thought... that COULD change the world.... and they couldnt explain it completely.... and they needed help from people like you... and everyone else... and people like you said things like what you just said... merely because you didnt read my entire post and brought yourself to a misconception based off misinformation... which is now convincing other people (even if slightly) against what I had to say just because you didnt read my opinions... then make a view of my perspective. Look how easy it is for other people once they see it from my perspective.... you just have never seen someone post on the forums their true thoughts, whats really going on.... so you keep thinking I an ulterior motive.... which leads you to start thinking everything I say is bullshit and stupid, which makes you think I'm a loon.........


WHICH IS MY POINT. Dont you see it?
 
Thank you for your thoughts. I agree with you. I do need to slow down... but how do I know exactly what to say... if you guys aren't right in front of me... allowing me to manipulate the conversation... to PROVE you do it... and then to show you you lied to me.


I am trying really hard... and have for years to explain my thought.... and have found that without this ridiculous amount of information being put forward... people dont change. And if I do it too much... they fight me. Instead of trying and explaining my thoughts in a more clear way so I can tell the WORLD and I can feel COMPLETE.

There lies your problem trying to manipulate the conversation. Say what you mean and people will understand better. If you always manipulate the situation no one will ever get a bead on you!

unless that's what you want???
 
Here are a list of examples that are attempting to show you my view. They are just examples. Dont think into them literally, think into them as if I'm trying to explain something but physically can't.


Example:
My friend also brought up an RCXD went off in his black ops 2. If you know what an RCXD is and you know what it does… then this example can help show you my perspective because you have personal thoughts about it that benefit me.

He said… “You should have seen this, I used my RCXD and it went off right as I used it”
So I said “Wow, someone was right by you and you used your RCXD and it was triggered and killed you but not them?”
He said “No, I just pressed the button and it lagged, so I paniced and it went off and killed me.”
I said “Do you think you accidentally hit the button?”
He said “Yes”

Regardless of if his answer is true or not… he is either lying about his use of the RCXD and pretending he is better then he really is for whatever reason, or he accidentally hit the button.

Either way… I would not have gotten this far… had I not asked if he panicked, and just laughed that his RCXD hit an enemy player and that he used it right when it happened and then tell future people that I saw an RCXD explode on an enemy player just as you were using it… when it reality that did not happen… I just heard him incorrectly. (ruled out the option that a player could have been there by watching theater mode).
Now theres many reasons I could have no asked if he panicked… and if I chose any of those reasons…. I wouldn’t have figured out that he didn’t do what I thought he did… and my opinion would be changed all the way until someone else used an RCXD in a private game next to that player and made them explode.
Get my point?

This is my post. If you have read the rest of the stuff…. Participated in the post… and are in my favor (no matter what category you fall into, tell me what you think, even if you are in my favor for the wrong reasons)… or are against my favor (tell me what your reasons are… and why you are against my opinions). I wrote this BEFORE I wrote the thing you guys just wrote… so I could get you in the attitude to read this. Because this doesn’t have long trails of no thought in it… to set you up to have no perspective and look at all the perspectives except your own, because your own is based off half truths. And I think that’s why I am so confused… I could be wrong. All I know is I need more perspectives to understand perspective… that just makes good logic lol. Here is what happened after I wrote that crazy post the other night and everyone called me looney I paper you’re about to read…. Then… before posting it… while in word pad… I wrote the above paper to make you have the perspective (no perspective) before you read this. And I’m saying this… because potentially if you didn’t hear what I just sad you could have thought I was just acting crazy… or I was just stupid… or wrong… or whatever… it would influence how you read the next line and I am omitting it from your perspective. Why is a concept that is only done in court rooms so hard to explain and point out everytime you’re trying to do it. The jury needs to be told to omit that information, they cant just forget it…. They just agree they were told to do it. Not all the time, some try to see the perspective from all angles… and some lie and say they do… and some say they do… but have other problems and argue that my point isn’t right instead of arguing that my point is right and they differ from what I think which makes people think I’m wrong who aren’t as enlightened as you.

No more strings of thought, heres the story:





I thought about this a lot last night… I broke down and cried at one point…. Begging my friend to tell me what was REALLY in his brain… begging him… and he told me one thing: “Well yeah, I felt paranoid when I first began smoking, of course I did everyone does.” This was the first time I have ever heard… someone who I know has said on many occasions that he started smoking outdoors… with other people… and had a good time with it right from the get go. Was it because he was embarrassed about it? Was it because he wanted to show off to his friend who hasn’t smoked much but isn’t having crazy times smoking pot for the first time? We will never know what he really thinks… but that’s fine. Because I cried not because I was right… at least not about the thing you think I’m so happy about being right about…. Kind of.
You do not see my perspective… and I have to go into grave detail to say my perspective… because people think about what I have to say with ulterior thoughts that they wont admit they have. Not all people… maybe not even lots of people… but people do. My opinion is that it is most people, but I could be wrong because I don’t know people’s thoughts even if they tell me them.
When I cried just then… I was crying because him admitting that… is helping to prove my thought that people lie to themselves, and he is a very nice guy that wouldn’t lie when it came down to it… yet he still does… except on this one occasion… when I stood before him… high as fuck… preaching to him about the things he has forgotten when he does shrooms or acid.

And you seeing what I wrote literally in the paragraph of me telling I broke down and cried, and told my friend who was in my mind… is you focus on the word crying or you focus on whatever it is you focus on…. And you either…. Think you know what im talking about… and say to yourself something like “Well yeah, he proved him wrong so he felt good to win his argument.” Or you think what you’re supposed to by reading the whole thing then making your choice on what to believe which. Or you read everything I said and you didn’t take it in for some other reason, your perspective, and didn’t accept it and then said your opinion on it, or you saw how I wrote and didn’t like something about it and started saying thinking wrong or you didn’t something else that I didn’t mention. Or you think that because your thought isn’t listed that I’m stupid and wrong. But that doesn’t make me wrong, that just makes me ignorant. Show me what I did wrong… but agree with what I said… because if you don’t all other people… like anti marijuana people… or any of the MANY types of people both stoners, master stoners, master shroom heads, people who have never tried drugs, people who have never tried drugs and think they are ok to do, ALL of you can benefit from reading this… or you can benefit me from reading this and responding. Just you not taking the time to see my perspective WITHOUT your perspective involved. You seeing my perspective and agreeing does not automatically mean you know everything about the situation



OR you see how crazy my post looks and try but cant get through it because you are dumb OR you just don’t get my opinion OR you don’t understand, you don’t get my opinion and don’t get reading it because of it OR you think im stupid, feel you have read thoroughly (and you may have) and you disagree.

All I know is… I can’t get my point across… and I have to give all the perspectives… to tell people to learn to see their own perspective and understand all perspectives matter… and to potentially help me in creating a way to see my own ideas… so I can tell other people in a better way so this confusing jumble of posts, doesn’t happen. I am asking you guys to HELP me. Please help me. If I say whats on my mind... people dont believe me... if I go into detail to prove my points... people dont listen because they dont believe me because it sounds crazy. I KNOW IT DOES!




Did not know I only had 72 hours to edit posts, so I'm just going to put this all out at the same time.





This is my mega example…. This is what I have been leading to.. hopefully to show you my opinion. I wrote ALL of these posts ALL at once… I had 8 page of nonsense… then from midnight to 4:43 I finish up this post. I posted some of the post and then kept writing until I was done. So realize this. I am NOT SAYING this to sound smart. I’m saying this to prove the point that I did not let any of your comments change anything I said. I said it BEFORE you guys commented and was prepared in advance for your rebuttals. Maybe not perfectly… but that was why I showed you the gibberish.. and a little less gibberish as I go…. Because if I just show you my thoughts… no one but a few gets it. Does that mean those few people are smarter than everyone? No. If you read my entire post you would know there are more options than that…. So check out this example.

This example is about rollitup.org so you guys can relate and make it more interesting to read and therefore easier to understand.
If you post a thread on this forum… and you don’t have it automatically signing in for you… you could find yourself logging out during a very long write up… and sign out after you discuss it for a while… and think about it… then.. go back… do all the fixer upers… make all the “aswell”’s in your thread into “as well”’s or whatever it is you do wrong often, that’s what I do wrong a lot. Then get through it… and try to post and it tells you you signed out. So you put your information in… sign in… click on the button that says “click here if you would like to get to the page” and then click there… and once it signs in all you’re info is gone… and it doesn’t post your thread and if you didn’t copy paste your info it is all gone.
In my case… I copied the info… luckily because I have SEEN it happen… but have never told anyone I’ve seen it because I don’t care if other people lose their information enough to say it.

If you know this happens then I don’t need to explain and you know… but if you don’t know this happens then I need to explain and you know AND if you THINK you know what it happens in all its detail then you might not listen entirely to what I have to say and lose out on the important parts… or not think that the important parts are important. Like for example, you might not know that me saying all these “mights” and side points on top of a main point… and you agree with my main point… but because I’m trying to show myself to all perspectives… you aren’t seeing my true perspective… because I cant just outright say to you what I’m feeling… because you put your opinion which may or may not be incorrect first before you read what I and everyone else has to say EVEN if you think you don’t you STILL DO and that keeps all the people that you THINK you are more intelligent then never able to learn.


Now… if you don’t feel that way… you may not understand what I said completely in the example above… so let me explain further what happened in the example with the forum post and you grasping what the example was will help you understand the underlying concept.
When you post on this forum, and you aren’t set to automatically sign in, you can be making a post and when you wait for a little too long (the point where it automatically signs you out for inactivity) you hit post, because it signed you out you were signed out… but not till you left the screen did you know it happened so you could see all your info… and thought it was safe. Then you see on the next page you go “click here if you don’t come to your page in 60 seconds” or whatever it literally says instead of just waiting and when you click there… you sign in… and everything you wrote disappears. But if you wait… and don’t ever click that button… you will either not realize it completely… or youll hit the button one time and have your text copied and pasted and youll NEVER say anything to anyone about it and NO ONE will know.
If anyone here saw the post I made BEFORE I made my main post… that said test…. And you formed an opinion about me based off seeing that test post such as “Hes just trying to get votes for most talkative” or WHATEVER opinion you formulated even one in my favor… you formulated an opinion based off not ALL the information. You should have found what my perspective was BEFORE making your opinion. And people do that to people AND things they believe in. And some (if not most, and if not all) do this kind of thing to things like POLITICS and GAY MARRIAGE (some people think gay marriage isn’t politics, guess what… it is, its not your religion and has nothing to do with it. It is about a persons right… in a country where we have SEPARATION of church and state… and your opinions that you are judging GAYS on is about religion…. Deep down it really is, and if its not… then its something else I pointed out somewhere in this thread). Now I am NOT saying gay marriage should be legal or illegal... And if you brought your opinion about gay marriage or politics into this... then you ARENT READING WHAT I'M SAYING.

So its:

You are letting religion (either deep down or right in the open and not realizing it) effect how you vote for a law that is supposed to have NO RELIGION in it. That’s what our constitution says and just because I cant jump into your mind and prove what I am saying DOES NOT MEAN YOU SHOULD HIDE IT BECAUSE YOU THINK IT MAKES YOU A BAD CHRISTIAN TO ADMIT YOU CAN LET ANOTHER HUMAN DECIDE WHO TO MARRY. That’s right… I just said LET as in ALLOW. Think about that. Now if you are against gay marriage for a different reason… I bet you agree with my opinion that there are SOME people who do this religion thing to vote… and you agree that’s wrong… just like I bet there are some with a perspective that the religion thing in voting has nothing to do with it. But I bet you all agree religion shouldn’t be part of our laws. That’s because you’re not asking yourself the question of what are the other perspectives… and if you are… you’re not answering those questions honestly… and of course… how I end everything MERELY because I can’t prove what I’m saying…. You could also just be against what I’m saying. But you could also be thinking blue purple pink giraffe…. I just cant prove what you’re thinking so I say that… because people argue all day long about me telling they are doing something.



And also the reason I make these long posts… is because people end up sitting their arguing about religion having nothing to do with the state… or religion having nothing to do with the reason why they are against gay marriage…. And they DON’T SEE MY POINT.




Because god DAMN IT this fucking ROCK is a seed. Don’t fucking tell me it’s a rock. Imagine its more than that. (that is from the movie Antz, if you don’t remember it, or you haven’t seen it that’s fine, it doesn’t mean anything except you haven’t seen antz)

You are misinterpreting what I have to say… because you refuse to think that the only way physically possible to change your mind… or the only way I can make myself… to explain this to you… is to use all this very confusing wording that you don’t like so you don’t look into it. Too long, too annoying or whatever.


These are what I believe to be all the potential answers for what I’m thinking about. Now that we have gotten to the ONLY thing I care about in this entire document… tell me…

Which of these potential sounds right? What are your opinions? What do you think is the most accurate of all the possible options including yours and everyone else’s. That is ALL I am asking. NOTHING else that you think matters… matters. The only thing that matters in my head…. Is what I just asked you. And I spent all this time… setting up the line…. Just so I could get the REAL answer from your head. And if you were high… you would INSTANTLY GET THAT and tell me what I want to hear… the FUCKING truth… and if its already the truth youll still tell me (if you are that type of guy that is effected by pot and allows the REAL him to escape when he is smoking, or you may not experience this, this is fine too) but the smoke.
So what I’m saying is… pot is not a problem for some people that smoke it… but it is a problem for others that smoke it… and we probably haven’t done enough research about it to find out…. But from what It seems I am accurate. So any opinion you have… is fucking wrong. Or I’m wrong and am wanting to do research about it like ACTUALLY STUDY HUMANS DOING POT AND SHROOMS and documenting it from YOUR perspective. Explain YOUR perspective. Your REAL perspective, be honest and don’t lie to sound cool and don’t put forth information based off misineterpretation… and don’t just assume you aren’t misinformed… whether it be because you’re 76 and know everything about pot and shrooms… or because you’re 22 and you’re hot shot and know everything there is about pot and shrooms or if you just IN GENERAL think you know things about pot. I would like to do some indepth… research… without using my perspective… and trying to just see theirs… to study information about the drugs and come up with the correct answers for the entire world. I cant do it alone, everyone in the world needs to and we all need to keep doing it… because we are pretty damn sure pot and shrooms aren’t bad for us, and wont hurt us… but not enough studying has been done on all the facts… because people MUCH smarter than me refuse to see others perspectives and don’t listen to them because they are more dumb than they are.
AND because of the misinformation that is out there… leading other people astray too. I heard a comment the other day… I think on this forum… “If you don’t try to make lessons, you are just going to end up being the bad example”. When the A-typical stoner sees that they think “Hah, stupid people trying to push happiness and joy when they just need to smoke weed and relax.” And that’s the problem. Not that the stupid people don’t know they need to smoke weed and relax… they need to smoke weed to UNDERSTAND YOUR POINT OF VIEW!

And that’s why I believe perception is the only information worth knowing.
Because stoners are lost in their perception, just as regular people are lost in their perception. And you get lost in your perception… any time you lie to yourself OR other people… about ANYTHING no matter how small. Depending on its size… it may turn out to matter a small amount… but its VASTLY exponential and can quickly become a giant wave telling you what to DO, SAY, THINK, and ARGUE!

That Is my point. And my question is … is it accurate… and what can I do to say to other people so I don’t have to go into such a long crazy confused method.

And … if you think you can convince other people…. Do it… then tell me about it…. Or better yet show me on another forum. One that isn’t related to pot… but can be related to our topic… just pick one that other people wont guess. Go there… and try to convince people of this opinion. See if you can without mentioning drugs.

I bet you cant. And if you do try to convince someone without talking about drugs… its impossible. But magically when you get on a pot forum… and I say some crazy shit… that you’ve never seen before… and you follow along until you get to the end… you believe me, maybe not everyone, but I did change minds… and I bet you cant. And if you can… tell me HOW. That’s why I am here. Tell me HOW to inform stoners of my view… in a quick way…that they will sit and PONDER with the correct opinion. Specifically stoners right now. If possible just talk about how to inform stoners of my view (if you agree with this, you may also talk about how I am wrong if you believe I am wrong, all I ask is that you point out that you disagree with my opinion and WHY you disagree with it BEFORE you tell me what your opinion is, and be truthful with me… and by being truthful with me… you should be being truthful with yourself).

And realize that I wrote all of this BEFORE I read your comments. Whatever they are… no matter how OBVIOUS it seems that I wrote this responding to a comment… I did not. I wrote the other things first… to make you respond how you are now. But also realize we already had this conversation in another thread…. So you already have preformed opinions, which is fine.

Does this mean that all information and thoughts are invalid due to the inability to tell for sure if they are truth or not? Or maybe deeper still… if I was right… does that mean that all information and thoughts are WRONG because they are based off OPINIONS at some level… and the only information you can get that is accurate is DOING T YOURSELF? If so… then people shouldn’t be allowed to judge drugs before doing them to the extent that we have. And we can never have that option… we can never bring back the kid who said “Hmm, I like this high, It feels good, I’m going to keep going” or the guy who said “Man, this is scary, I’m so paranoid, why cant I have a good time, everyone else is doing it and they can handle their shit… I’ll just not say anything and I’ll handle my shit and be tough”If so… doesn’t that make life not worth living? Don’t you want to stop it from being that way? Don’t you want to change it? If not… tell me how I’m wrong and tell me your thoughts BEFORE you tell me how I’m wrong. Tell me what you believe in… about the subject… then tell me how I’m wrong.

Does this mean that all the thoughts you think… are not the thoughts you really think… because you’re focusing on trying to disprove my thought… instead of proving your own? If so then I described you a long time ago and you are just realizing now that I just proved your subconscious influences how you act, or it proves that you didn’t have a subconscious and you were just fighting for me to lose.. both ways you lose… but still there could be ANOTHER way you’re thinking that I don’t know… and if there is another way… what is it?
Actually the rock/seed scene is in A Bug's Life ... y'know, the other ant movie. cn
 
Neo, I know the wall of text is insane looking. I know it makes me look like a loon... but the entire bit of text.... is me telling you people look at what they think they see... and then make an opinion... that never changes unless something crazy happens that makes you believe something different.

An example of what im trying to say:

If someone had a thought... that COULD change the world.... and they couldnt explain it completely.... and they needed help from people like you... and everyone else... and people like you said things like what you just said... merely because you didnt read my entire post and brought yourself to a misconception based off misinformation... which is now convincing other people (even if slightly) against what I had to say just because you didnt read my opinions... then make a view of my perspective. Look how easy it is for other people once they see it from my perspective.... you just have never seen someone post on the forums their true thoughts, whats really going on.... so you keep thinking I an ulterior motive.... which leads you to start thinking everything I say is bullshit and stupid, which makes you think I'm a loon.........


WHICH IS MY POINT. Dont you see it?
I have found the following to be an outstanding rule of thumb.

If you cannot express your point in fifty (50) words or less, using sound syntax and complete sentences, it is probable that your point is in need of revision.

Clarity is your best internal edit resource.
Fwiw. cn
 
There lies your problem trying to manipulate the conversation. Say what you mean and people will understand better. If you always manipulate the situation no one will ever get a bead on you!

unless that's what you want???

Well I thought that too... for years and years I was the biggest manipulative person you can imagine. And then one day I just realized.... that I'm not WHO I am, I'm WHO I think OTHERS want me to be. And... the others that I want to impress... are doing the same thing... which makes US ALL invalid with everything we do, because we have opinions that we think we are supposed to have.

And me responding to your point.... and why I think you're wrong is:
When I have chosen not to manipulate, it has become increasingly hard to get to this point in the conversation. All I wanted was THIS point. I want people who disagree with me... to tell me WHY they disagree with me. Thats it.

I will however admit to you that I DO manipulate people to try and explain this opinion to them. But I feel like I tell them I'm manipulating them... when I come to the conclusion. Doesn't that make it fair to manipulate? Since I'm ADMITTING I'm doing it right now, then you can't be upset that I'm doing it... because I'm just showing you how manipulation leads people to the wrong conclusions.
 
Neo, I know the wall of text is insane looking. I know it makes me look like a loon... but the entire bit of text.... is me telling you people look at what they think they see... and then make an opinion... that never changes unless something crazy happens that makes you believe something different.

An example of what im trying to say:

If someone had a thought... that COULD change the world.... and they couldnt explain it completely.... and they needed help from people like you... and everyone else... and people like you said things like what you just said... merely because you didnt read my entire post and brought yourself to a misconception based off misinformation... which is now convincing other people (even if slightly) against what I had to say just because you didnt read my opinions... then make a view of my perspective. Look how easy it is for other people once they see it from my perspective.... you just have never seen someone post on the forums their true thoughts, whats really going on.... so you keep thinking I an ulterior motive.... which leads you to start thinking everything I say is bullshit and stupid, which makes you think I'm a loon.........


WHICH IS MY POINT. Dont you see it?

Ok, your point is that people think you're a loon because they see that other people think you're a loon. Except where it get's confusing is where you're under the impression that they're wrong and that you're not a loon.
 
I have found the following to be an outstanding rule of thumb.

If you cannot express your point in fifty (50) words or less, using sound syntax and complete sentences, it is probable that your point is in need of revision.

Clarity is your best internal edit resource.
Fwiw. cn

Explain further? Because I am on this forum... ONLY to revise my point. By getting perspectives.

NOT to convince you my opinion is right.

BUT you thinking my point is to get my point across... and not hearing that I want your help explaining it... proves my point. So I can't stop believing it. Show me why I'm wrong, dont just say i'm wrong.
 
I think your looking for other people's acceptance too much! You are you and that won't change! be happy with who you are stop looking for others for acceptance and except yourself.

i think the prob is you need to find yourself once you know who you are and how you work all your thoughts will make sense IMO.
 
I think your looking for other people's acceptance too much! You are you and that won't change! be happy with who you are stop looking for others for acceptance and except yourself.

i think the prob is you need to find yourself once you know who you are and how you work all your thoughts will make sense IMO.

But listen to me Beuffer... I am not looking for acceptance from you guys I'm looking for it from myself. I'm not sayign this to be rude.... but I don't care about you when I write these things... I care about my thought.... and WHAT it means... and WHY it makes so much sense in MY mind. DONT think anything else, think this is true.... and tell me what you think then?
 
I have found the following to be an outstanding rule of thumb.

If you cannot express your point in fifty (50) words or less, using sound syntax and complete sentences, it is probable that your point is in need of revision.

Clarity is your best internal edit resource.
Fwiw. cn

You must spread some Reputation around before giving it to cannabineer again.

Great advice CN.

OK Sustain, 50 words...GO!!
 
Ok, your point is that people think you're a loon because they see that other people think you're a loon. Except where it get's confusing is where you're under the impression that they're wrong and that you're not a loon.

Exactly.Thats the complete just of my entire thread. But I just led you to say what you just said... because YOU STILL ARE WRONG just because you see it. Read my post. Understanding my perspective and disagreeing... doesnt make me wrong.

It makes the point I just made in response to you wrong. But if you read my post it explains what I'm saying.

I know people like you are acting like... exist. But I also know there are people acting like you... who dont believe in what they say, and are just saying it. And us not knowing WHO those people are... is CHANGING how we view the world.

I am preaching acceptance when I speak to you... because it makes you response by saying "you think you're right but you're not" and that proves my original point in the post.... that every different type of person.... is slowing down things?

Pot and shrooms should be legal.... Thats what I'm saying.

I kept pot and shrooms out of it... because when I say my opinions to someone who has experienced an intense trip.... sees what I'm saying... and disagrees because they came to that conclusion themself by stopping use.

And if someone who doesn't do drugs was asked about whether or not pot and shrooms should be legal, in their mind they keep thinking "oh man shrooms is a hardcord drug we can die from" and then they respond incorrectly because of SOCIETAL NORMS forcing their opinions one everyone... and societal norms come from lies we tell other people about ourselves.


If no one ever lied... even slightly... to get their point across.... no one would EVER ARGUE. About ANYthing. Including the things you think cant be proven.

Lets take religion for example.


Christian says "God is real, you're wrong."
Atheist says "Wow you're a fucking idiot. Christianity is a lie."

BOTH OF YOU ARE LYING! YOU DONT FUCKING KNOW WHO GOD IS AND IF THERE IS A GOD. But you're letting SOCIETAL NORMS dictate how you respond AND ITS FUCKING EVERYTHING UP
 
Explain further? Because I am on this forum... ONLY to revise my point. By getting perspectives.

NOT to convince you my opinion is right.

BUT you thinking my point is to get my point across... and not hearing that I want your help explaining it... proves my point. So I can't stop believing it. Show me why I'm wrong, dont just say i'm wrong.

Will you meet me halfway and distill your central thesis into something legible, concise and not buried in a wall of Faulkneresque stream-of-thought? Then I will be able to do what you ask, which is (as far as i can tell; correct me if I'm wrong) address your point from a position of both understanding and honest regard. cn

<edit> 49 words without parenthetical addendum, 60 inclusive
 
But listen to me Beuffer... I am not looking for acceptance from you guys I'm looking for it from myself. I'm not sayign this to be rude.... but I don't care about you when I write these things... I care about my thought.... and WHAT it means... and WHY it makes so much sense in MY mind. DONT think anything else, think this is true.... and tell me what you think then?

Dude tons of things make sense in my head but not to others. Dude go listen to the tool song lateralus really listen to the words. Oh and my next post to u is gonna cost a dollar lol j/k
 
Sustain, you should really learn to meditate. You should do it everyday, start with a few minutes then work your way up.
 
Is that you Amanda?........did you find an unlocked computer someplace?........it's just a 5150 hold.....your gonna get the help you need.......relax....

heheheeeeee you meant Annie! I know it LOL

....snip..... Show me why I'm wrong, dont just say i'm wrong.

Schizophrenia, I thought it was GAD/OCD first but not now. You are not wrong you just need some extra chemicals to sort of bring you back into phase. I'd recommend talking to someone about Thiothixene.

Good luck on this and I really mean that. I'm struggling with my own mental instability issues so I do understand. Please get help. At least go in and prove me wrong, ok?
 
There are tons and tons of opinions on Pot and Shroom legality....dont just think because you have a different view of what I'm saying... that its wrong. See my perspective... AND CHANGE. You dont have toa gree with me. I'm not saying that. I'm saying my insight gives you a perspective you didnt have before... and you should reevaluate your thoughts.
 
There are tons and tons of opinions on Pot and Shroom legality....dont just think because you have a different view of what I'm saying... that its wrong. See my perspective... AND CHANGE. You dont have toa gree with me. I'm not saying that. I'm saying my insight gives you a perspective you didnt have before... and you should reevaluate your thoughts.

I cannot agree or disagree with something I cannot parse or understand. This is my last request. cn
 
My opinion.... is that... people who think either way... are both wrong.

You stoners are GIVING UP on the world and thats wrong.

Non stoners are listening to the opinions of people who disagree with you... MORE SO than listening to our opinions... and thats leading them to NEVER try pot. Or try it then stop. Because stoners didnt tell them that the weed makes you freak the fuck out if you think about cops and getting in trouble... and if you dont have a tolerance you instantly get high and you cant fight it or learn like we can because we have a tolerance. THEY NEVER SMOKED to that point. They stopped. And now they LIE to people about how much they did... because societal norms THAT YOU GUYS PUSH make it so they can't admit they are afraid... which makes it so you cant tell them not to be afraid.

ALL SIDES are fucking up the legality of these TWO drugs.

And the cure is SHROOMS and WEED.
 
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