Nah dont give up! Man I was afraid for so long to order seeds! But did and am glad! Have you gone over to attitude yet? Dude at the top of the riu forum page hit seeds. Go to attitude. And drool! If you use riu's 420 as a code you get 10% off Try ordering 20 seeds so you dont loose much money if customs snatches them. But get the t-shirt or mug for $11 bucks and it insures you package. If customs gets it they will resend it. All customs does is sends you a letter saying we have your contraband if you want it come pick it up. lol You'll have better results with seeds then the prevegged hermies they keep giving you.