Hi Lacy,
Time will mend your heart, its hard right now but it will. I hope that journey is a painless one and your friends and family give you the support you need.
madb
Well they sure look nice, but i think the current consensus is you need a high percentage of red hairs. You could also check out the growfaq mate it might help you get through.
madb
Only like 2 foot tall, i planted it a little early over here towards the end of winter so i am gathering thats why she flowered early. I have some siblings in now as summer is about to start.