a note of caution

Some of you know i have been husbanding my opiate tolerance for thirty years. In so doing i have always kept an ever increasing stash of the finest of everything.

I finally dropped my guard and blew through them all in a couple of months.

I couldnt bring .myself to visit after i ran out.

This is not a "dont do it maaan" post but

I sill feel like shit and my motivation is now crap. I found that high doses of testosterone helps but i think a good long dry out is in order. And i am about the best there is at control and moderation.

For heaven sake be careful, oxy, not morphine, not heroin, not opana, is what finally got me. I am not saying i will swear off but i am still pretty miserable.

Next problem of course is tranqs. They help me sleep (yea, my mattress isnt very comfortable right now) but ill be damned if i will get myself addicted to that stuff.

damn..hope youre better dude..been wondering where youve been...
even the greatest trees can fall with a lovely delightful breeze...

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Damn canndo sorry to hear

Glad to see you back your wisdom is irreplaceable

I was wondering where you've been as well... Not sure what I can say that you don't already know. I know you're not a fan of the weed buzz, but smoking a little indica has to make anyone feel better on the tailside of a long opiate run. Maybe try some kratom/extracts or something too, I can't remember your opinion on those... anything to avoid the desire of taking too many tranqs, cause that's what happened to me when I quit opiates. Now I have some anxiety issues from all the benzos I used to take (at least that's what I blame).

Stay well man, I always like reading your posts on here

Do you think that run with fent a year or two ago could have messed up the perfect balance you had going for so long? I only tried fent a couple times, but damn that stuff was strong.

Whats the meal plate looking like?

It will pass in time. Be careful with taking other drugs to ease the symptoms for long. Best to do every other day if you want to take a sedative for sleep. Thankfully oxy is a quicker kick than morphine or heroin.
I'll send some good thoughts your way.

Thanks guys. I STILL have the runs.

Loperamide (Imodium) is an opioid agonist but doesn't cross the blood brain barrier in appreciable amounts so you can taper off that to reduce that issue.

Thanks duck.

Anything to help a friend out of a shifty situation

Its best to just get that scotch out and drink away for a few days canndo. Smoke insane amounts of weed for a few days as i kno u dont smoke too often. (So ull actually be high as shit) Anything to ease the intense edge that increases almost instantaniously with opiate withdrawl.

Ur prolly still stuck in bed but try to get out and get some blood flowing.

Maybe try a little masterbation. Or a lot

thanks at. I am truely truely blessed in many ways. There are good people who care for me here. Imagine my telling any of my old geezer friends "got this tiny monkey telling me that one quick call is all I have to do, be lazy,all I have to do is stay lazy". My friends have been waiting for decades for an I tooold you.

but I am blessed with a stunning wife who never ever ever says no. To whatever I can dream up. The testosterone is making her rather happy.

thats right bro..occupy your thoughts..make a game outta it..see how long you can go with out thoughts..then reward yourself with 3 fingers of scotch,and a hug from the miss...

Good luck bud, addiction is a mother fucker. What does husbanding mean?

To take care of something. Like animal husbandry would be taking care of an animal.

careful,the women may hear! you cant call them animals

So i finally get out from under, clear head, enerrgy and will returning and bang. Back fucks up. Never had anthing hurt si bad. Kidney stones? Like a warm shower in comparison. What does the doc give me? Perc.

Years ago, i finally quit a two pack a day cigarette habit. Two weeks in my wife files for what turns out ti be the messiest divorce ever. Combined total of six lawyers.

All i kept thinking is this bitch is NOT going to make me smoke again.

So the wife hid the pills. And i will not lower myself to searching for drugs in my iwn house.

But danm this hurts, is this what you back problem folks endure? I had no idea.

i have an awful back..youve got to get in touch with your inner masochist to survive..trust me,find a way to live with it..i lie down alot when im "setting around"...