Cant Find Post?

Just re-signed up to rollitup (forgot my old login/email), and decided to post my grow journal I had going.

I went to grow journals, started a post called "Monikers Kosher Kush Grow Journal", and then proceeded to make 2 more "reserved" postings, then went back to edit the OP, to insert pictures and get the journal set up. Half of my pictures were showing up with a red x, so I decided to go back to home page, then go back to my journal, hoping the issue would resolve itself...

But upon trying to go back to my post, I found that it is gone. I tried using the "Your Content" feed, it says I have no content. And under the grow journals section, my post is no longer there. I received a trophy for making my first post, and made 2 subsequent posts just after it, so I know it isn't an issue of me not hitting post or something along those lines. If there is a delay to new postings for whatever reason, then I apologize for wasting moderators time, but its a PITA to scroll through months of posts on discord to get all my pictures in order, so if my post is floating around somewhere, id appreciate some help finding it

Also, FYI I started a new grow journal. If you check time of posts, you'll see that, so don't get confused. Ill likely just remake the post at this point, but having already done it once, there is some kind of issue there

It shows awaiting approval are you on a vpn or something ? Sometimes people get caught in the spam filter

as for reserving posts make sure to update within 12 hours or you won’t be able to

Im not using VPN. but I had JUST made my acct, and went right into making my post. Maybe multiple posts within minutes of creating the acct is what got me caught up?

Either way, im an impatient jerk, so I went ahead and remade my journal lol. So if possible, could you please delete the original one caught in the spam filter? Appreciate the quick response also!