budsmoker87
New Member
hope everyone's doing well. I'm doing well. RIU, like the rest of the world, hate to love me, love me or hate me 
beautiful girl took me out tonight and last night, a beautiful girl asked me for a drink this weekend
life is g00000000000000000d
but let's focus on similarities, because i've realized focusing on differences leads nowhere. that sucks sometimes cuz I feel misunderstood the most
I won't lie though. I'm FUELED by that the haters give me energy, although negative, i convert it to positives in which i benefit i bike harder. 20 miles yesterday...then swam. I'm in NH. Yea, I'm an intense person, love endorphins, weed, good rap, metal, country, blues, oldies n everything and good vibes
my goal is to swim across the lake (.25 miles) during december, if it's not frozen over. it's like squatting heavy weight in college...hitting 435 deep on free weight barbell squats, drop setting to a sled with 1000 pounds and repping till you BURN
No, I lie. The endorphins, adrenaline and visual effect floating on your back staring at the stars feels like skydiving
yeah, mad mind energy. learning to tap it and make it useful is the most beneficial thing. i enjoy winter swimming because
A. I'm a prideful....but more-so B. it's the closest to meditation i come. get yourself to focus on one thing: "breathing" and trust in yourself, and your mind is almost EMPTY of all thought. yeah, peace is found in the extremes and challenges you face, giving peace of mind
Oh, I should get my license back next week
I think drilling surface wells again (not the big rig, eww invert drilling fluid) but a single (water drill fluid), is in my future, cuz it's in my heart
beautiful girl took me out tonight
and last night, a beautiful girl asked me for a drink this weekendlife is g00000000000000000d
but let's focus on similarities, because i've realized focusing on differences leads nowhere. that sucks sometimes cuz I feel misunderstood the most
I won't lie though. I'm FUELED by that
the haters give me energy, although negative, i convert it to positives in which i benefit i bike harder. 20 miles yesterday...then swam. I'm in NH. Yea, I'm an intense person, love endorphins, weed, good rap, metal, country, blues, oldies n everything and good vibesmy goal is to swim across the lake (.25 miles) during december, if it's not frozen over. it's like squatting heavy weight in college...hitting 435 deep on free weight barbell squats, drop setting to a sled with 1000 pounds and repping till you BURN
No, I lie. The endorphins, adrenaline and visual effect floating on your back staring at the stars feels like skydiving
yeah, mad mind energy. learning to tap it and make it useful is the most beneficial thing. i enjoy winter swimming because
A. I'm a prideful....but more-so B. it's the closest to meditation i come. get yourself to focus on one thing: "breathing" and trust in yourself, and your mind is almost EMPTY of all thought. yeah, peace is found in the extremes and challenges you face, giving peace of mind
Oh, I should get my license back next week
I think drilling surface wells again (not the big rig, eww invert drilling fluid) but a single (water drill fluid), is in my future, cuz it's in my heart
