holey hell bad depression

I don't take any drugs not even aspirin unless its major head ache.

We been drinking and partying a few days and some bad news and bumps in a road and life happens all around you.

All I know is the pot almost saves my life during bad events.
I don't smoke every day for party time like I used to.

I forgot to drink water a few days, as in not enough water and the depression hit me harder then ever in my life. I was thinking of snuffing it.
All I know I was going down the tubes like a toilet.

I did a vapor bag and some how I was able to rest and be ok. I slept in to 11am, in fact I slept the entire night.

The tunnel was getting very dark.
That depression thing is like a pain worse then death.

We smoked UK Cheese,
The bull shit keeps coming.

The weed is like this:

Its the captain America shield.
The bad thoughts kept coming but the pot was deflecting them until I was able to recover in 3 days. I don't even remember what the problem was now.

Thank god for Captain UK cheese!

and they just bounced off.

It took two days or longer of pot smoking but the bad thoughts and PHYSICAL BODY NEGATIVITY has almost vanished.

I dont think the study of depression is even considered because the availability of big pharma.
It might have been anything, lack of sleep, a bad batch of food, to much salt...

Why cant people just sit in the bed and smoke pot a few days and go back to life/work/school ?

Pot is the answer for me!

I'm glad it works for you. Don't give in to the dark thoughts. My brother did and I miss the dude every damn day.

Weed is fine for a short term 'cure', but in the long term it causes more issues then it solves. Dealing with your issues is always much better then trying to smoke them away.

well I (WAS) suicidal. The sun came out and Im ok now.
The ice was there everything was cobwebs and dog turds.

I still have the same problems but now I can do yard work, a BBQ, ride in my convertible.

Now its not so bad that I used weed to combat what I was diagnosed with "Morbid depression with suicidal thoughts"

Other people used heroin, but I don't touch the stuff. I'm told its very very good for "Problems"
But I know my problem would soon be heroin.

Bridge Over Troubled Water Lyrics
When you're weary, feeling small
When tears are in your eyes, I will dry them all (all)
I'm on your side, oh, when times get tough
And friends just can't be found
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down
Like a bridge over...

I've had your problems, so I'm not speaking out of my ass. Weed solves NOTHING in the long term. It only makes things worse*.

*based on my own battle with depression and suicidal tendencies.

You're better off dealing with your issues. Everyone who smokes knows that smoking with a weak mind leads to paranoia. Smoking when mentally disturbed goes well past paranoia. I'm talking proper mental breakdowns/trips to the mental hospital.

yeah never went down that road with pharma and mental hospitals.

I smoked lots of blue dream and cheese. I could feel the physical symptomology of depression at the time.
I just went to bed for a week and kept high, ate a lot of fruit and attempted a juice fast. Did 15 days of juice. In the end it was to much work to juice.

I did, it wasn't pretty. In the end I took myself off the meds and dealt with my issues. I've been much better since.

The root problem with depression is not dealing with/acting upon things that pull you down. Once you realize your issues you'll feel better for it.

Fight the fight!

my issue was I was tormented by Christians, beaten, sent to christian academy for years, beaten again, given riddelin and other pointless ADHD drugs. I'm a survivor and no its not pretty.

If it wasnt for my wife i wouldn't be here ...thats all ima say

Depression is a motherfucker..and with other associated issues sucah as Anxiety, PTSD from past crap....etc