high|hgih
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Okay so I have to share this most ridiculous uncalled for trip that i had two nights ago. im pretty high right now, my keyboards fucked up so some stuff is a little typo'd. i posted a thing in the introduction page cuz i haven't been on here in forever haha i apologize. it explains everything aha anyways heres the trip.
This trip is actually why I'm quitting everything this was just too crazy. It all started on last Thursday.I was recently taking college classes(still am) in psychology and philosophy. Just because I might as well get a minor or maybe even a masters. But I was in class Thursday recently getting out of jail(they let me back in surprisingly. they couldn't kick me out.)
But I had two classes back to back so I have NO idea why I decided "Hey this would be a great day to jut trip my face off", even though I was off Friday. so Thursday morning I started off taking 600mg of dxm which is a very large dose my tolerance was zero having been in jail for a couple months. . There was also a great deal of cocaine snorting, we decided to buy an eight ball due to celebration, I threw my whole stash of dxm out I've been clean for 2 months besides 2 days and ive been smoking. I also ingested 3 grams of mushrooms. This kid has caused us tons of problems and he just a junkie asshole, he deserved this. Anyways then I dosed 600mg more that night. The next day went to my friends house bought 3 grams f legal weed incense. smoked it all that whole day and night, another 600mg dxm (this is all dxm hbr so its really strong dxm legit ROBOTRIPPING we're used to delsym )
I'm spacing out these paragraphs because I'm typing A LOT. lol its a lot to cover. But then the rest of my dose was a random number probably around 450mg ingested over a long period of time, I took the shrooms around 3pm.
I had braces(Yes I am (or was) A adult with braces.)I had them for 4 years it was ridiculous.but that trip. I got incredibly fucked up as you can imagine. I was so gone I forgot my own name. I TORE my braces out of my fucking skull.. with my friend its a fucking legend because we're weird.. with you guys it may seem a little weird but i promise I'm not normally a crazy motherfucker like that.. haha I was walking because me and a friend went stair gazing (driving there) and then went on a walk, on my walk I lost my phone and my pipe. we were walking and my legs just stopped working, I went all jelly legged and ran away from my friend giggling and ate shit, my braces literally like came out of my face I was bleeding I surprised I didn't need stitches they were sticking out of my face.. Anyways. I couldn't walk this whole situation is HILARIOUS honestly..
My friend had to carry me over his shoulder haha to where we went to my car and he drove. we went back to our apartment where we smoked on the lawn string at the stars, where we had many many intelligent as fuck conversations about society and how we are all really just another species of aliens. we thought that the general human race was just pathetic, we are all just retards fighting each other and killing each other over nothing making all of each others life hell, and for what? There better be something mega fantastic at the end of this shit of a life.
we all just die without even knowing where were going afterwards, devastating all of our families, crying, going through devastating situations, working so hard just to fucking live. anyways, laying there I was staring watching the sky move in and out in and out with earbuds in, THE SKY WAS ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL THAT NIGHT NOT TO MENTION it was all multicolored, not clouds, you could almost see the milky way. Then I felt like I was being absorbed into the sky, I was floating in outer space moving past stars, having crazy epiphanies hearing music. This was honestly the most crazy trip I've ever had, I think I may even have been close to dying. I can still barely drive I'm so fucked up. This was just terrible.
I started watching pulp fiction with him because he was being generous and Ive always wanted him to watch it and we finally did cuz of generosity we have a GIGANTIC tv that's on a projector its 70 inch 1080i projector TV. sweet shit. Anyways this is when the metal was annoying me so bad I started pulling it off with my hands I couldn't even do it anymore and it was so bearingly painful that I literally have no idea what I'm gonna do I only had a month left on them anyways my teeth look PERFECT. I dont know what I'm gonna tell my orthodontist hes probably just gonna give me a retainer, I'm not going through that again. It was practically free, my job had a pretty decent dental coverage plan. I also had quite a bit of money that I had saved up, I gave my family a lot of my cash before I went to jail from my dealing. so I really got off very easy I got very, very lucky. and it was a huge lesson.
Also when we were talking the whole night I believed I was in love with this girl that I barely know, I still think me and her are gonna end up together for a very long time, shes just unbearingly special as gay as that sounds :3
Then I started playing oblivion, I thought it was my life, I was just crouched unable to find out how not to crouch it was raining, and I could hardly see where I as going, I thought it was my life and I had to get out of the rain and go to a town I forgot I could even fast travel. I was running around with a bow and this bandit attacked me, I shot him like seven times, jumping around like a ninja, and then went walking around and found an oblivion gate, thats where I saved it and passed out in my friends bed, when he was in it. I didn't even see him in there to be honest lol it wasn't gay or anything neither of us even care.
The next day it was my brothers birthday but I was too fucked up, I went to my friends mom who I have been able to talk to my whole life and like cried to her and she cooked me breakfast, shes always been like my role model for some reason lol.. But it was pathetic, almost childish.. I mean a dude in his late 20's bawling his eyes out. I was tripping BALLS though so you cant blame me. then I went to my brothhr birthday I wasnt gonna just not show up, my whole family knows Im a drug head and my little brother is a druggie himself always getting in trouble my whole family knows of him too. But they all comforted me and we a GREAT family I love them all to death. we all just had endless conversations while all the other kids were playing in the other room, its the first time Ive ever talked to any of them like that I think they finally respect me and believe I've been changing my ways drastically.
Anyways now I'm close to sober, but I'm still kinda tripping, and really high like I've probably said before haha anyways sorry for the crazy length I knew it would be long. But man come on, its basically my whole entire life story and I think its pretty fucking interesting!
This trip is actually why I'm quitting everything this was just too crazy. It all started on last Thursday.I was recently taking college classes(still am) in psychology and philosophy. Just because I might as well get a minor or maybe even a masters. But I was in class Thursday recently getting out of jail(they let me back in surprisingly. they couldn't kick me out.)
But I had two classes back to back so I have NO idea why I decided "Hey this would be a great day to jut trip my face off", even though I was off Friday. so Thursday morning I started off taking 600mg of dxm which is a very large dose my tolerance was zero having been in jail for a couple months. . There was also a great deal of cocaine snorting, we decided to buy an eight ball due to celebration, I threw my whole stash of dxm out I've been clean for 2 months besides 2 days and ive been smoking. I also ingested 3 grams of mushrooms. This kid has caused us tons of problems and he just a junkie asshole, he deserved this. Anyways then I dosed 600mg more that night. The next day went to my friends house bought 3 grams f legal weed incense. smoked it all that whole day and night, another 600mg dxm (this is all dxm hbr so its really strong dxm legit ROBOTRIPPING we're used to delsym )
I'm spacing out these paragraphs because I'm typing A LOT. lol its a lot to cover. But then the rest of my dose was a random number probably around 450mg ingested over a long period of time, I took the shrooms around 3pm.
I had braces(Yes I am (or was) A adult with braces.)I had them for 4 years it was ridiculous.but that trip. I got incredibly fucked up as you can imagine. I was so gone I forgot my own name. I TORE my braces out of my fucking skull.. with my friend its a fucking legend because we're weird.. with you guys it may seem a little weird but i promise I'm not normally a crazy motherfucker like that.. haha I was walking because me and a friend went stair gazing (driving there) and then went on a walk, on my walk I lost my phone and my pipe. we were walking and my legs just stopped working, I went all jelly legged and ran away from my friend giggling and ate shit, my braces literally like came out of my face I was bleeding I surprised I didn't need stitches they were sticking out of my face.. Anyways. I couldn't walk this whole situation is HILARIOUS honestly..
My friend had to carry me over his shoulder haha to where we went to my car and he drove. we went back to our apartment where we smoked on the lawn string at the stars, where we had many many intelligent as fuck conversations about society and how we are all really just another species of aliens. we thought that the general human race was just pathetic, we are all just retards fighting each other and killing each other over nothing making all of each others life hell, and for what? There better be something mega fantastic at the end of this shit of a life.
we all just die without even knowing where were going afterwards, devastating all of our families, crying, going through devastating situations, working so hard just to fucking live. anyways, laying there I was staring watching the sky move in and out in and out with earbuds in, THE SKY WAS ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL THAT NIGHT NOT TO MENTION it was all multicolored, not clouds, you could almost see the milky way. Then I felt like I was being absorbed into the sky, I was floating in outer space moving past stars, having crazy epiphanies hearing music. This was honestly the most crazy trip I've ever had, I think I may even have been close to dying. I can still barely drive I'm so fucked up. This was just terrible.
I started watching pulp fiction with him because he was being generous and Ive always wanted him to watch it and we finally did cuz of generosity we have a GIGANTIC tv that's on a projector its 70 inch 1080i projector TV. sweet shit. Anyways this is when the metal was annoying me so bad I started pulling it off with my hands I couldn't even do it anymore and it was so bearingly painful that I literally have no idea what I'm gonna do I only had a month left on them anyways my teeth look PERFECT. I dont know what I'm gonna tell my orthodontist hes probably just gonna give me a retainer, I'm not going through that again. It was practically free, my job had a pretty decent dental coverage plan. I also had quite a bit of money that I had saved up, I gave my family a lot of my cash before I went to jail from my dealing. so I really got off very easy I got very, very lucky. and it was a huge lesson.
Also when we were talking the whole night I believed I was in love with this girl that I barely know, I still think me and her are gonna end up together for a very long time, shes just unbearingly special as gay as that sounds :3
Then I started playing oblivion, I thought it was my life, I was just crouched unable to find out how not to crouch it was raining, and I could hardly see where I as going, I thought it was my life and I had to get out of the rain and go to a town I forgot I could even fast travel. I was running around with a bow and this bandit attacked me, I shot him like seven times, jumping around like a ninja, and then went walking around and found an oblivion gate, thats where I saved it and passed out in my friends bed, when he was in it. I didn't even see him in there to be honest lol it wasn't gay or anything neither of us even care.
The next day it was my brothers birthday but I was too fucked up, I went to my friends mom who I have been able to talk to my whole life and like cried to her and she cooked me breakfast, shes always been like my role model for some reason lol.. But it was pathetic, almost childish.. I mean a dude in his late 20's bawling his eyes out. I was tripping BALLS though so you cant blame me. then I went to my brothhr birthday I wasnt gonna just not show up, my whole family knows Im a drug head and my little brother is a druggie himself always getting in trouble my whole family knows of him too. But they all comforted me and we a GREAT family I love them all to death. we all just had endless conversations while all the other kids were playing in the other room, its the first time Ive ever talked to any of them like that I think they finally respect me and believe I've been changing my ways drastically.
Anyways now I'm close to sober, but I'm still kinda tripping, and really high like I've probably said before haha anyways sorry for the crazy length I knew it would be long. But man come on, its basically my whole entire life story and I think its pretty fucking interesting!