Have you ever caught yourself just staring at your plants forever? I did last night for almost two hours. my wife had to come get me, she thought i had left the house
it just amazes me to watch these things grow sometimes, i wonder if other people feel the same way.
My lights come on at 4 am. at work by 6 am so I usually have the coffee rocking by 4:30. Gives me ample time inspect/check progress and generally fiddle around with the girls. Around week 6 things get interesting so I sometimes linger a tad too long but can't say the same for my outdoor stuff. I get in, water or dose as needed and get out quick. No staring.
I disappear into my room for hours just sitting there watching them. Sit there long enough you'll watch a bud grow. Literally. Best therapy for what ever ails ya!!! For me, It's all about the grow, everything else is secondary.