Hello, I am a depressed guy. I see the world in a different perspective than most people... and I find the bad things in everything I look at. I can't be happy and thats fine. Marijuana makes me see the beauty in things, and it has done wonderful things for me since I found it 2 years ago.
I am not high all the time. I get high I would say 10-20 percent of the time I am awake, and its more of a relax kind of feeling that I get, and everything is just better.
Why I say the back story I don't know.... but moving on:
I have no physical illness, and I would assume smoking for depression is not something I can get my license with fairly so I'm guessing I'd have to lie about some problem I have.... or exaggerate about some problem I actually have, like I do actually have back pain, but not to the point that I need a drug.
Again... moving on lol....
I grew my first plant recently... and enjoyed it thoroughly. It was an awesome experience to take from seed a beautiful plant and nurture it into something that makes me .... high... lol. I don't want to make light of it though, I REALLY enjoyed this hobby. Each new set of leaves sprouting... having to take care of it when she started getting sick, or fighting off some gnats.... everything was just fantastic. The entire time though I kept thinking... what if I get caught? What if one of my friends get mad at me and tells the police? So... I took every piece of equipment I had bought... all the seeds I bought... and got rid of them. I took a $400 loss on all of it to some guy on craigslist in fact (minus the seeds, trying to throw them away at the moment and its hard lol).
So I come to this question:
Where can I go to grow my own plant or plants legally and what do I have to do to do it?
I live in Louisiana, which I hear is the worst state on marijauana which I guess it another reason I gave up my craft.
Also... do I have to lie? Or can I tell a doctor my real reason? I was on anti-depressants... and I honestly considered suicide for the first time in my life while on them... and I firmly believe that they are the cause... as I would never kill myself, I'm not on here for a pity party.
If I have to lie... what can I say?
Can I even grow for myself in another state or is it just internet hype?
Can I grow more than 1 plant? I would enjoy having 10 half ounce harvests more than 1 half pound harvest, but I guess the law doesn't see it that way, more plants = more pot to them.
Thanks for any of your thoughts guys, keep smoking and stop taking pills and drinking booze!!
I am not high all the time. I get high I would say 10-20 percent of the time I am awake, and its more of a relax kind of feeling that I get, and everything is just better.
Why I say the back story I don't know.... but moving on:
I have no physical illness, and I would assume smoking for depression is not something I can get my license with fairly so I'm guessing I'd have to lie about some problem I have.... or exaggerate about some problem I actually have, like I do actually have back pain, but not to the point that I need a drug.
Again... moving on lol....
I grew my first plant recently... and enjoyed it thoroughly. It was an awesome experience to take from seed a beautiful plant and nurture it into something that makes me .... high... lol. I don't want to make light of it though, I REALLY enjoyed this hobby. Each new set of leaves sprouting... having to take care of it when she started getting sick, or fighting off some gnats.... everything was just fantastic. The entire time though I kept thinking... what if I get caught? What if one of my friends get mad at me and tells the police? So... I took every piece of equipment I had bought... all the seeds I bought... and got rid of them. I took a $400 loss on all of it to some guy on craigslist in fact (minus the seeds, trying to throw them away at the moment and its hard lol).
So I come to this question:
Where can I go to grow my own plant or plants legally and what do I have to do to do it?
I live in Louisiana, which I hear is the worst state on marijauana which I guess it another reason I gave up my craft.
Also... do I have to lie? Or can I tell a doctor my real reason? I was on anti-depressants... and I honestly considered suicide for the first time in my life while on them... and I firmly believe that they are the cause... as I would never kill myself, I'm not on here for a pity party.
If I have to lie... what can I say?
Can I even grow for myself in another state or is it just internet hype?
Can I grow more than 1 plant? I would enjoy having 10 half ounce harvests more than 1 half pound harvest, but I guess the law doesn't see it that way, more plants = more pot to them.
Thanks for any of your thoughts guys, keep smoking and stop taking pills and drinking booze!!