Why do I like psychedelics so much?

Hey RUI it's been a long time...
I came to a conclusion after a long time of thinking.... I'm a trippy fiend. Straight up, while I'm under the influence of any psych. that is similar to LSD I have the time of my life and it's really such a good time. 25i-NBOMe is my favorite drug of all time for the fact that I laugh for hours while high off it and it's impossible for me to have a bad time on it. I love the CRAZY mind blowing CEV's and OEV's. The body high is amazing and I feel HAPPY. Why is this?
Since I was a kid I had very high ADD, I have OCD, PTSD from physcial abuse and some fucked shit from my dad. Do any of my diagnosis have anything to do with it?

While I'm tripping I have a sensory overload I want to say. Its like I feel so fucking AMAZING because of all the amazing feelings that are going on it's too much to comprehend. I think honestly I love psychs more then weed. It's very close but I would have to go with psychs.
Why do I love them so much?
Anybody can relate to me? I feel like there's something wrong with me lol.

Between I am almost 100% sure I have HPPD if that has anything to do with it.

25i? That stuff just makes me uncomfortable. Yes I trip my BALLS off. But I feel socially awkward and wigged out when I dose.
I prefer mushrooms over all. 2.3-5grams and BOOM. I feel a thousand times happier, more appreciative, more artsy. I hear the noises in my music that I heard when I was a child. At least I feel the emotional connection to the specific sounds as I remember it being when I was a child. Even if that's not actually how it felt at the time. I would throw a sheet of 1mg 25i blotters into a fire if I had it, just to eat mushrooms. I'll put it that way.

I feel like the way that 25i stains my mouth is the same way it is staining my visual receptors(I always did prefer 25c though.). I trip a lot too. I've not been doing it as much but there is definitely a 6-8 year period where I tripped at LEAST 2-5 times a week non stop. A week ago or so I drank a bottle of robo(we were on a camping trip and my friend gave me that look and held up a bottle.. So bottoms up lol) and 3 hits of 25i blotter, 1mg. Wayyyyyyyy too much lemme tell ya. I was way too acutely aware.
Interesting lifestyle. I feel like 25i may not be that healthy. Then again I could be wrong. I just don't feel 'organic' when I take it and it wigs me out most of the time unless I've taken xanax or am extremely drunk.

trippy..glad to see ya around!...you like psychs because it brings you to a basic human equal..no wrong,right,judgement..you shun any and all lifestyle pre dispositions while tripping and have no worries..being pure for a moment(even if you're not..I know I'm not) is an awesome feeling..being good 100% for a moment feels better than a 1000orgasms..and makes up for our inherent neglect of self dicipline in life by reassuring ourselves we are whole,kind,caring beings..if only folr a few hours...that's my take on it..

^ Damn, that was well put

I don't know how old you are but I had my best times tripping when young. Around 16-24, something like that. I found when I got older I didn't have the imagination for it any longer even though I still enjoyed a trip every 5 years until I was about 45. It's been over 20 years now, maybe after I retire I'll go up into the mountains and try it if I can find something half way pure. Maybe just some peyote.

From what I've heard the NBOMes can be used as party drugs much more easily than traditional psychedelic drugs. I think many of us here have gotten out of hand with those but eventually they usually let you know you need to cut it out in a way that no other class of drugs does.

MrEDuck said:

From what I've heard the NBOMes can be used as party drugs much more easily than traditional psychedelic drugs. I think many of us here have gotten out of hand with those but eventually they usually let you know you need to cut it out in a way that no other class of drugs does.

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Nailed it.

Hey, I need a Lye and Xylene. I thought home depot and Lowes would have it.... and they do but it is in other products. I dont know what to use. Help

toluene will work in place of the xylene. NONSUDSING ammonia will work in place of the lye. I believe ace hardware sells it, dunno about other places. It's with cleaning solutions.

Can you throw some brand names out Duck? I am still having a hard time... I got a lowes a home depot, OSH and a couple smaller hardware stores here...

brand name paint thinner and drain cleaners, eh?

Yes please, ones that work for extractions

oh well .... this is not happening today obviously.... going to have to order stuff..... Xylene, Lye, Sodium Hydroxide ---NOT AVAILABLE AT LOWES, HOME DEPOT, OSH. FYI. They are inside other products mixed with other things....

I was kidding as I have never bought it personally . The stuff I have says Xylol, and the other bottle just says sodium hydroxide without a brand.

I'm pretty sure it's all available at regular hardware stores though. if someone doesn't Chime in, I could call someone and find out =\

Whatever the store brand of solvent is. You can get lye from a supplier of biodiesel manufacturing chemicals and equipment. Just search. It's really not hard.

Its not hard, is it? I am just slow or something. I have been on the internet searching for over a hour and I got dick. Must be a IQ thing.

Skuxx that would be a super awesome favor if you did check it out! I was really trying to get Sodium Hydroxide and Xylene at a store locally, We have Ace, OSH, Lowes, Hompe Depot and a handful of mom and pop hardware stores all within driving range. I see lots of paint thinner brands and different Lye containing Drano.

please throw me a bone ... If I don't find anything I will order online tonight.

Don't even get me started with shrooms.... I did shrooms more times then 25i I just love tripping balls. I don't know what it's about but as rory420420 said it's as if all my worries at the time shred in to millions of pieces and just vanish thru my mind and all I can focus on is how happy I am. ALL PSYCHEDELICS give me this feeling. Mescaline was great for that matter too. DMT was the only one that was more of like "whooaaaa" didn't really get anything out of that.

Impman..do you have a truevalue hardware?..they have reddevil lye..xylene can be got at sherwinwilliams paint stores..if all else fails..ebay. just have it shipped to your buddys house..no one wants to get busted in an assumed meth lab..

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Impman..do you have a truevalue hardware?..they have reddevil lye..xylene can be got at sherwinwilliams paint stores..if all else fails..ebay. just have it shipped to your buddys house..no one wants to get busted in an assumed meth lab..

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ummmmm... what would trigger an investigation? i just ordered xylene, lye, and a seperatory funnel , ... that might doi it.., small amount though..... and now the paranoia sets in