What if we are all simply energy embodying matter? If only the polarity and amplitude are important? What if it's all about negative and positive in pretty much equal measure but we have to incentivize positive because negative comes so easily to us? What if none of it matters except that we are providing data and energy in balance? What if we are the mitochondria of our universe?......snip........
We are ALL spirit having a human experience, ......snip......
Don't worry there is hope I may yet sober up.