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minnesmoker

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I confess, I have to call for a job interview this morning, and I'm procrastinating. It's the first IT interview I've had to go on since 2007.
 
Singlemalt

Singlemalt

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minnesmoker said:
[video=youtube;BOx5ROp99Xs]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BOx5ROp99Xs[/video]

I confess, I have to call for a job interview this morning, and I'm procrastinating. It's the first IT interview I've had to go on since 2007.
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Make the fuckin' call!
 
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minnesmoker

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Singlemalt said:
Make the fuckin' call!
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I did! LoL,

I confess, I leave A7X and 5FDP playing, even when I'm gone, at a volume JUST over "not annoying to the neighbors" ... Not quite "complain-loud" just "can almost hear it" loud. They have kids, those kids whine. they are dicks that double park. I'm not supposed to, and after the boss lady signs on this evening and reads this, I'll not be doing it any more...
 
Jimmyjonestoo

Jimmyjonestoo

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minnesmoker said:
I did! LoL,

I confess, I leave A7X and 5FDP playing, even when I'm gone, at a volume JUST over "not annoying to the neighbors" ... Not quite "complain-loud" just "can almost hear it" loud. They have kids, those kids whine. they are dicks that double park. I'm not supposed to, and after the boss lady signs on this evening and reads this, I'll not be doing it any more...
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I do the same. Leaves the impression that someone's home.
 
cannabineer

cannabineer

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minnesmoker said:
I did! LoL,

I confess, I leave A7X and 5FDP playing, even when I'm gone, at a volume JUST over "not annoying to the neighbors" ... Not quite "complain-loud" just "can almost hear it" loud. They have kids, those kids whine. they are dicks that double park. I'm not supposed to, and after the boss lady signs on this evening and reads this, I'll not be doing it any more...
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Bartók ftw!

 
dangledo

dangledo

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Im kinda excited to wear a fleece onesie that I got as an early present for my birthday tomorrow. has all kinds of different beer bottles on it.
 
KingJeff

KingJeff

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I use to steal from my own mother for heroin money.

I use to justify it because she use to tell me she hated me and I was a mistake...but still wrong. I paid her back but still feel bad.

And I had a attractive female friend...Iied to a friend and said I slept with her...when sje found our ahe got mad. I went to jail two months later...she killed herself before I got home. She was so sweet to me...and I was...a POS. It kills me still. Some days I cant look at myself in the mirror.

I still light a candle for her often...and talk...tell her I miss her...she was great to me...wanted me sobure..but after I found out the guilt...I still use. I also started having a crush for her inside...sucks bro..but above all she was a good freidna and person. I just would give my soul to have her back...
 
KingJeff

KingJeff

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OK after reading thru this a bit and seeing most confessions being like "i ate a extra cookie after dinner" I feel dum confessing something serious. Oh well...the first ine Im at peqce with basicly...second haunt me still.
 
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schuylaar

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whoa! this thread is back..i've got a good confession and naughty confession:

good confession:

my daughter's senior year spring break, she took off to cali to become a tattoo apprentice and of course didn't tell anyone..found her car at the airport and tracked her down through cell records..told her "whatever" good luck!..six weeks later she called for the ticket home:lol: then announced she wasn't going back to graduate he was signing herself out..told her we had to both meet with principal because she was so far into senior year..after meeting and private meeting her/principal she announces she's going to repeat her whole senior year the following year even though she just needed the last semester credit to graduate..she wanted to "walk" with her class. and she did and i am so proud of her..fast forward a few years later i let her know that was my "brainchild" to get her into principals office and that we really didn't have to meet to "sign out"..

naughty confession:

during the 2012 presidential race i would randomly steal bumper stickers and yard tents of mitt romney and ron paul supporters..
 
KingJeff

KingJeff

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Well...I dont blame you. I wouldnt kiss Obama but Mitt was a nut job. I usually dont pay attention to there privat lives but anyone that ties animals to roofs like cargo...is sick. I knew then how nuts he truly was. Ita horrible the choices America has. Incompetent or Crazy!

Dont get me wrong...research and most experts say ALL leaders are nutty. Ceaser was epliepdix, churchill started his dsy with brandy, gotti loved himself obsessivly, hitler was a drug addict...no leaders perfect but jeez.

Anyway congrata on your daughter!
 
curious2garden

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KingJeff said:
I use to steal from my own mother for heroin money.

I use to justify it because she use to tell me she hated me and I was a mistake...but still wrong. I paid her back but still feel bad.

And I had a attractive female friend...Iied to a friend and said I slept with her...when sje found our ahe got mad. I went to jail two months later...she killed herself before I got home. She was so sweet to me...and I was...a POS. It kills me still. Some days I cant look at myself in the mirror.

I still light a candle for her often...and talk...tell her I miss her...she was great to me...wanted me sobure..but after I found out the guilt...I still use. I also started having a crush for her inside...sucks bro..but above all she was a good freidna and person. I just would give my soul to have her back...
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Her suicide had zero to do with you and everything to do with her. It's very sad but you can't carry that weight. We all have our story in life. Be thankful for her that she is out of this pain. Now you gotta face your own life. That is a bitch and I wish you the best of luck with doing it one moment at a time, just like the rest of us.

My last dose of morphine was 4/29/2013. My first dose was 6/1/1991. Thank you cannabis and friends.
 
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schuylaar

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curious2garden said:
Her suicide had zero to do with you and everything to do with her. It's very sad but you can't carry that weight. We all have our story in life. Be thankful for her that she is out of this pain. Now you gotta face your own life. That is a bitch and I wish you the best of luck with doing it one moment at a time, just like the rest of us.

My last dose of morphine was 4/29/2013. My first dose was 6/1/1991. Thank you cannabis and friends.
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hey c2g!

i heard "dabbing" is the ultimate for pain management..i have yet to try because i've not been successful at BHO..but i'm getting there..

best of luck!<3
 
KingJeff

KingJeff

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Ironiclly...last time.I saw her sje had a big smile and I gave her some bud...that's how I always want to remEMber her with a smile. I'm glad i was in jail for the funeral...the life force and happiness of her soul that was her was gone. Only.flesh and embalming fluids was in that box. I know ill see her wen my.time.comes. Some ppl in my town set a scholarship in her name...so she lives on...thx guys..

I hope whoever gets that scholarship money is even a quarter of the kind person she was...she played dumb and silly..but she was smart...knew peoples innerselves...it's so odd she did that too. She was ALWAYS so happy...it's always those type..a misserable bastard like me will live to be 2000 lol...
 
Unclebaldrick

Unclebaldrick

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KingJeff said:
OK after reading thru this a bit and seeing most confessions being like "i ate a extra cookie after dinner" I feel dum confessing something serious. Oh well...the first ine Im at peqce with basicly...second haunt me still.
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I think a lot of people use this for serious and flippant confessions. If you read through I think you'll see that. So don't feel like your ass is hanging out. It has taken (Used the plus perfect for Minnesmoker) a lot of guts to say this.

We love you. Lay off the junk.
 
KingJeff

KingJeff

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I wish I could smoke...at the age of 19 after smoking for about 7 years I randomly got anxiety and pot made it 9999999999999x worst :( I tried every strain I could just to be sure.

But I still love growing knowi g ot helps people or just makes them happy and watch my babbies blossom! SOMETIMES ill take a few hits on xanax but without it i cant. sucks. I heard this happen to other ppl too. I wonder why.

And thanks for the support guys...I the other night kinda "talked" to her. And explained I love her but I got to move on. Im a ylung man andif I stay like I was I may as well dig a hole and die too. And I cant. I hav too much left to do. I know she woulda understood.

Edit: Recently I wrote the friend of hers who made her scholarahip and expressed how kind he was for doing that a d we talked abit. Seems like a nice guy. In HS he was like super well known as tye "gay friend" to many. I thought he was annoying but now I think hes a cool guy. Lesson learned to not judge a book :)

ANYWAY: ENOUGH MORBIDNESS! I start work tommorow and its the first job I had since I quit selling drugs :) union and benefits! Confession is im nervous! But in a good way!
 
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