Somehow she's not mad.
She called and we just talked.
I don't think I care about her like that though.
I cannot just leave her though.
I can/have with alot of girls but thinking about that with her kills me.
She's a good person. I'm not and I refuse to just be a asshole and leave her.
But I don't know if she's who I wanna be with.
I do love her but just not enough to spend time with her. I'm an asshole I made peace with this.
I don't know what to do.