So if you can put up with that, what? It seems like you cut off your sentence short..
I forgot, sometimes stupid people read my written thoughts.
That, as in: "It was the worst week of my life. I couldn't get out of bed at all. Where I was hallucinating, and felt like I was going to die."
But I still needed something to fix what caused my THAT problem. Prescription meds didn't work. Ignoring the problems didn't work. Rather than seek Jesus or some other bullshit, I took up meditation.
Problem solved!
P.S.
This forum is supposed to be how people talk, rather than writing a high school essay. That's the kind of idiocy my teachers put me through, and the reason I write fiction.
Maybe I should add stuff like.
Canna Sylvan remarks to Padawan, "So if I could put up with that."
All of a sudden a giant earthquake hits and freaks him out. No big deal, it was much smaller than he thought, and actually just a big truck went by.
The post continues, without finishing the last thought, and forgets to end the sentence properly, but even though incomplete, still makes a complete point, "Which is why I started meditation to control my senses."
In the bedroom a woman lies seductively, and asks, "Will you please fuck me already. This freaky guy that looked like a wannabe Ernesto "Che" Guevara, asked if I was ever raped, and wanted to know all the intimate details. It turned me on, now put out my desire!"
.......
Nope, sorry, don't have time for that shit.