If I had a vagina it would hurt after reading this dribble. Tell me again whats wrong with Epsom salt? If you are running Lucas then why are you talking about the N you get from your grow nutes? You grow hydro but call people lazy for using salts, how is using GH different than using raw salts? Nobody gives a shit about how you feel life has done you wrong or about how tough you think Texas is, you need to travel the country a bit and you will understand that Texas isnt that bad, it has some bad areas but overall, not bad. You work on an oil rig but cant buy a fuckin $8 timer? You order a $2 scope from china instead of spending $10 at Radio shack and having it now? Your plant that is budding is outside? If you need a hug go to a support group, this is a pot forum