Ego Loss, Have you ever experienced it?

Finshaggy

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YEEEEEEEEEEEES!!!

Welcome back fin! keepthe randonmness up!

Youre a complicated person, itd be nice to do mushrooms with you!

Hope all is good with you!

I have experiences something like you described, changed my whole outlook on myself. Mushrooms can be pretty mean!
4-Aco-DMT is pretty crazy too.
 

tytheguy111

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If you're older than 45 and you have loss of ego than you might have low Testosterone levels


But be careful testosterone turns a vegan pacifist

Into a meat eating, women fucking, next Chuck Liddell asshole

Happened to my dad in his 20s and 30s he was a fighter and was practically a bad ass then around 40 he turned into a practical old man and he was calmed down and pretty cool


He shot up steroids and toke testosterone and he turned into a dick head but now at 50 something he stopped steroids and he's calmed down

I mean he's still fucking and fighting


But not much of an asshole anymore lol
 

Finshaggy

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If you're older than 45 and you have loss of ego than you might have low Testosterone levels


But be careful testosterone turns a vegan pacifist

Into a meat eating, women fucking, next Chuck Liddell asshole

Happened to my dad in his 20s and 30s he was a fighter and was practically a bad ass then around 40 he turned into a practical old man and he was calmed down and pretty cool


He shot up steroids and toke testosterone and he turned into a dick head but now at 50 something he stopped steroids and he's calmed down

I mean he's still fucking and fighting


But not much of an asshole anymore lol
I don't see how Ego loss and not fucking or fighting are connected.
I would say I did more fucking and fighting when I did more mushrooms than I do now.
 

Hookabelly

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Ik I envy to not go thru all that bullshit but I can't :/

Ur right singlemalt it just is part of life
But Ty, each day of you life brings you closer to the wisdom. YOu won't understand until you get here what SM is talking about. It can only come with the passage of time. Learn as you go.
 

Finshaggy

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Ego has everything to do with fucking and fighting


You wouldn't fight someone unless you were protecting your ego


And you wouldn't fuck someone unless you were feeding it
Wrong.
Every time I fought it was because someone was fucking around with people (trying to fight while they were on Xanax or drunk or both) or stuff at my parents house, I never fought when someone stole from me, or insulted me, or rejected me. I always just work things out on my own and find other people that want to get some stuff done in the world.

And having sex is only Ego-tistical if you are seeking sex. Every time I had sex it was because some girl got me drunk, or gave me Xanax, or wanted to watch movies.
Geto Boys kinda said it best "Hunt the money, don't hunt the ho. If you do what you've always done then you get what you always got you dumb baffoon". And I am not saying to make your life about money, it was just funny how they put that.
 

Singlemalt

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And having sex is only Ego-tistical if you are seeking sex. Every time I had sex it was because some girl got me drunk, or gave me Xanax, or wanted to watch movies.
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Finny....you were raped??!! Did you file police reports? Gotta get the raping females off the streets, we must conserve purity of essence
 

shrxhky420

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Wrong.
Every time I fought it was because someone was fucking around with people (trying to fight while they were on Xanax or drunk or both) or stuff at my parents house, I never fought when someone stole from me, or insulted me, or rejected me. I always just work things out on my own and find other people that want to get some stuff done in the world.

And having sex is only Ego-tistical if you are seeking sex. Every time I had sex it was because some girl got me drunk, or gave me Xanax, or wanted to watch movies.
Geto Boys kinda said it best "Hunt the money, don't hunt the ho. If you do what you've always done then you get what you always got you dumb baffoon". And I am not saying to make your life about money, it was just funny how they put that.
But if someone is in a wheelchair, it's on, isn't it...?

I see nothing has changed here... everything still looks like shit.

SH420
 

tytheguy111

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Every time I get in fights

I get a feeling like I accomplished something

Even it was over some jerk off in the Wal-Mart parking lot asking my girlfriend to suck his big black dick


When some fucker steals from I will find him and kick his fucking ass


Why????


If someone pushes you doubting your ego and reputation then you have to protect both by destroying his

The only reason I wouldn't is if.some guy took my girl


Shes obviously chose him over me the fight is over

Sometimes I wonder why we do the things that hurt us the most

But we do

Man thats all I know
 

Growan

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Anyone who has witnessed the powers of the sh rooms has found that ego is a false entity...
I once had to go and seek temporary refuge in a patch of nettles at a free festival after the portion of mushrooms I yammed gave my sanity and hence ego a sound thrashing. I figured nobody would bother me there...
I later restored the universal balance though by getting laid, despite my battered state. Not in the patch of nettles though
 

cat of curiosity

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I once had to go and seek temporary refuge in a patch of nettles at a free festival after the portion of mushrooms I yammed gave my sanity and hence ego a sound thrashing. I figured nobody would bother me there...
I later restored the universal balance though by getting laid, despite my battered state. Not in the patch of nettles though
i've been humbled many times. dosage doesn't seem to be a factor; i've wallowed with 1.5 grams while having funnies with 15. i've heard 'the gods' speak on 3.5 grams, and heard nothing on 7. i've seen my past and future from the present, and have seen nothing at all.

enthiogens have my complete attention, and unquestionable respect. i feel we are shown what we need to see, nothing more or less. any abuse, whilst may go unpunished initially, will be repaid with an epiphany that may be severe as life threatening...

my most intense trip was with a small amount intended for party enhancement. only trying to have fun... worst/most enlightening trip ever... a simple gram, and an older cache, not fresh....
 

tytheguy111

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If I do shrooms again im only doing like a gram for the opioid effect it gives off I hate hallucinating

But love being chilled and giggly and body numb :p
 
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