Panic attack cure = Rekt!

Jon E. Doe

Jon E. Doe

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I've got a touch o' the PTSD that acts up on occasion, mostly chill, I am. Woke up this morning, had my usual cup of joe and a bowl followed by toast (wifey has made all of our bread for years, it's feckin awesome) with a bit of PB. Relaxed and read the news and RIU. Went and picked up a fuse panel for a friend and dropped it off to him here in town. Then headed home about 1pm. I stopped and grabbed a candy bar and a soda and snacked the last 5mi home. I walked in, sat down, and then my heart started jammin' & my hands went to shakin'. I was freaking out, major panic attack. It took me 10mins to roll a joint. I took a few tokes, started to calm down and relax.

It kinda tasted really good, and it was chilling me out. I figured I'd take a few more tokes. Well, I ended up smoking the entire thing. So I sat back on the couch. I had cotton mouth really bad, so I got a beer. It kinda tasted really good, and it was fixing my cotton mouth. So I figured I'd have a few more. Well I'm about 5 in and now it's much easier and faster to roll a joint.

So that's kinda where I am right now. More or less, generally speaking.
 
cannabineer

cannabineer

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Jon E. Doe said:
For the most part, yeah. Wow. What a crazy day it's been. Felt kinda good to vent. I'll prolly look at this tomorrow and be like "WTF?". But for now I'm gonna have another beer and make jalapeno poppers.
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I am glad this works for you. I have a very unpleasant memory of smoking while experiencing anxiety. I was then anxious plus ripped. Let's just say that is not my chosen thrill.
 
Jon E. Doe

Jon E. Doe

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Well this escalated quicklybongsmilie.

Hey Downtown, she's adorable, ya can't help but smile. But that last pic tho, that's likely how I'll end up in short order lol.

It's good to see I remain in good company folks. If it weren't for dick and ass jokes with the occasional buzz I might begin thinking you're all a bunch of squares.

I should prolly start pacing myself.o_O
 
cannabineer

cannabineer

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Jon E. Doe said:
Well this escalated quicklybongsmilie.

Hey Downtown, she's adorable, ya can't help but smile. But that last pic tho, that's likely how I'll end up in short order lol.

It's good to see I remain in good company folks. If it weren't for dick and ass jokes with the occasional buzz I might begin thinking you're all a bunch of squares.

I should prolly start pacing myself.o_O
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Splurgeon General's Warning: Tolerance to T&T leads rapidly to life-type issues.

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Jon E. Doe

Jon E. Doe

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GreatwhiteNorth said:
Have you figured out what might have triggered it?
I've got a few identified but sometimes I'm the same way, just gotta get away from everyone & be by myself - for hours many times.
The brain circus sucks!
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Sounds kinda dumb, but I got nothing. Kinda came outta nowhere, was ridiculous. I ain't never had no shit like that just pop up for no reason at all. Dissipated just as quick. Here's to keeping that shitty trait at a minimum. I'd just as soon keep busy, ya know whag I mean?
 
Downtowntillman

Downtowntillman

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Jon E. Doe said:
Well this escalated quicklybongsmilie.

Hey Downtown, she's adorable, ya can't help but smile. But that last pic tho, that's likely how I'll end up in short order lol.
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That last pic was actually taken on the way to the hospital. My dad scared us last week and had to be taken to the hospital by ambulance.


She is a sweetheart!
 
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