Yet you took full advantage of it, why? Had you not finished reading the chapter about the insidious brainwashing public school system? I’m sure you were capable of home schooling yet you sent them all to school. Do you blame yourself for them not following your doctrine? Was there Anarchy in the Rob cave?
If you realized in the present something you participated in, in the past, wasn't what it seemed to be or what you were told it was and was in fact a contradiction and relied on a lie to maintain itself you would
a) defend the contradiction
b) process the new information honestly and reach a new conclusion
c) aggregate nonexistent rights and create a rationalization spawned from a circular argument even when an internet Sasquatch so eloquently proves that it is impossible to do that, thus, inadvertently proving that "normal" is a state of coercion based inequality which makes you a slave etc. And possibly have stopped reading by now, since this is obviously beginning to be a run on sentence featuring some truths with a mix of inanity and squatchy mirth that hasn't yet mentioned a steaming turd lying naked on a floor of a Wendy's restaurant serving testament for all the world to see, that shit happens, sometimes.