@reallybigjesusfreak
Thank you for the kind words.
I am just trying to be helpful, sometimes it comes off like I am an arrogant snob, which is something I need to work on.
My intention is only to help...
As far as my background, I have a materials science degree, but that's mostly useless now.
I have always worked in the metal industry in one capacity or another and for a while it was like I couldn't get away from metal.
I decided to break away from metal for a bit and go to work for a ceramics company and I ended up designing underglazes which rely heavily on metal oxides...lol...
Then I started having seizures and now no companies will touch me once they find out about the seizures because of the liability and if I keep it from them, it just makes it worse later on, because then they invent reasons to fire me.
I have found ways to work around it, thanks to CBD...
Otherwise I would be like I used to be, a zombie doped up on anti-seizure meds.
I have huge gaps in my memory because of the seizures but that is all getting better the longer I can go between seizures.
The CBD also helps lower the seizure intensity and so far it is helping prevent second seizures from happening, which is where the real damage happens.
Prior to CBD I used to have about 20 minutes between the time the first seizure hit and when the second one would hit, so if I was able to take a second dose of seizure meds ASAP, I sometimes could stop the second seizure, but usually it just helped to lower the intensity enough to keep me from having to go to the hospital.
I am also now able to rebound faster. It now takes between 4-6 days to recoup rather than 2 weeks and I retain most of my memory afterwards instead of losing huge chunks of time prior to and after the seizure.
With the help of CBD I am now able to take an adjunct medication which has a lot less side effects.
My hope is that when I able to take (grow) more CBD that my seizures will continue to reduce and eventually I can get off the medication completely.
Right now the limiting factor for me is the THC to CBD ratios, I am growing hemp to see if this will be a better option, but I will have to severely hack the plants back because so far my "little" seedlings are growing like 2 to 8 inches a day and the node spacing is crazy despite the light being more than enough and being right on top of them.
So I am trying to find some ruderalis so I can grow more CBD in less space, otherwise I will have to continue to grow the 20:1 strains I have and then use column chromatography to separate out the THC from the CBD, then find some luck bastard to give most of the THC oil to.
I know you're probably thinking "but 20:1 is already so low", not when my goal is to take 250mg+ of CBD 2 to 3 times a day which will be like taking 12.5mg of THC per dose.
Plus for me too much THC too fast causes anxiety.
I like to ramp up to the high, then keep it going for as long as possible.
Sorry to harp on seizures but having them has really had a drastic impact on my life and using CBD has been an amazing experience that no Big Pharma drug has been able to come close to.