My brother killed himself, and I have gotten shit for expressing I hate him for it. People call me greedy for wanting him here still. But I got his 2 kids and one in not mentally right either(hes hijacked more than one account online and posted as me)
Whether you support or denounce it one thing is undeniable. Suicide is a cowards way out. Think of all the people who love you even if you say thre is non, your leaving someone somewhere that you forgot about behind.,..usually anyone has dozens of people who love them...
so whos greed out weighs the others. Majority rules in this world so unless you have not one person who would care in your life if you did it then not only are you the greedy one but your selfish and weak...
My bro could have talked to me, or our parents, but no he decided to be a dick coward and leave me with a broke back to raise my 3 boys all under 9 and his boys 18 and 16, the older with severe issues socially and behaviorly...
So boil it down, learn to find something to live for or let your greed surface the way it is now...
Ring,ring,ring....
Operator: "suicide hotline how can I help you...?
Suicidal tool: Um yeah I really want to kill myself it just aint worth it...im on my buildings ledge I want to jump
Operator: Do it then pussy, you wont do it, I fugging dare you, no seriously ..I dont dare you im telling you to do it. Want me to come push you...dumbass...you need grow up learn to get a hold of the fact LIFE SUX for everyone but the retards and the rich...I swear if you dont get over this crap im gonna come over there and kill your ass myself...maybe you just need to get out of own thoughts and learn to be a normal freaking human..get a fugging hobby...
Suicidal tool: Ok man never mind I feel better this was a bad idea...
....Dial tone
If every operator was like that I bet the rate would go down....
Dont be like my brother nobody will be better off for it...