Well everyone I finally did the impossible. Some of you might have read some of my other posts about this pressing issue.
It has always disturbed me that my mother did not approve of me smoking and growing my own cannibis. Not just because she didn't approve of it, but because that she was to narrow minded, opinionated, and propaganda inspired (like everyone else) that it was such a bad thing to do. When I was 17 years old I walked down the bad road in life and she has never fully forgiven me for my actions as well. She thinks that marijuana leads to things of that nature (which I beleive it does not unless your selling and growing crazy!) Tonight I had the chance to talk to her. After speaking with her for a long time I gained insight as to why she had issues with it. It was not the soul fact that I smoked cannibis, but the fact that what I was doing was illegal and upset her on the inside that she felt like she was hiding something legally. I then explained to her that she should not feel this way at all. I mentioned to her why would she feel this world when we live in a nation where they will not legalize the use of cannibis souly because "The Man" cannot make some profit off of it. A country that knowingly knows about 9/11 and lets all those people die for the soul purpose to get americans rallied together and have a reason to go and invade Iraq. A country where every law, law enforcment agency, and even the president himself is so crooked I personally do not know how they sleep at night! Needless to say that this got her thinking a bit and she started to see things a little differently. I also explained to her how I had found god in the past months and have became very spiritual (something I thought she had known) She began to cry (something I have not seen my mother do in years) and replied "I'm so happy for you changing your ways and finding god how did you do it?". I replied saythign that cannibis and its spiritual and mind lifting properties have helped me connect with christ in ways I have never dreamed immaginable. That growing my own crop has brought me closer to god then I ever dreamt possible. AFter a little more talking I had totally changed her views!!! I was shocked!!! Here is the most oppinionated, stubborn, hard headed lady I have personally met in my life and I changed her view in a few hours!!! I had tried to many times but I guess I did not word everything right or elaborate enough or something! I was really shocked! She not only accepts what I do, BUT NOW SHE ENCOURAGES IT!!! It really has mad me a happier person inside (not that I wasn't extreamly happy before) knowing that I have the support of my mother instead of her hating me for smoking cannibis.