who said i was addicted,the drugs did,they dictated when i used them not me,you seem to have a problem with that.obviusly that has not been a struggle for you,but in my almost 50 years it has.and if you have a problem with me addmitting that i accepted my addiction,i say who the hell are you to tell me how or what i feel.stick to what you know,do not tell someone who has fought addiction their entire life that it is not a problem ok man.because if you tell me your addicted an an na meeting im not going to stand up and call you a lier,so dont ask stupid questions like who said i was addicted because it makes you sound young and ignorrant ok.
Nah Brah, that doesn't get it. How in the hell can a plant with absolutely NO addictive properties whatsoever dictate what you do or not do?
I don't have a problem with you admitting your weakness. In fact, thats the first step to addressing the
REAL issue. If smoking pot has created problems in your life, then it's most definitely time to reconsider it as a recreation. But barring any physical dependence, just put the shit down. There are no REAL studies (to my knowledge) that document a psychological dependence. I believe in my heart of hearts that the term Psychological Addiction was termed/coined by the addiction recovery industry. I under stand that some drugs (cocaine most notably) start fucking with dopamine and serotonin levels, but that
is a physiological change, and is considered a form of physical addiction
I have been off alcohol for 3 years. Prior to that I battled alcoholism for over 20 years. Alcohol is a physically addictive substance that causes SEVERE physical withdrawal symptoms that can be life threatening. It's a cocksucker to go thru DTs for
DAYS on end, puking and shitting yourself simultaneously, all the while sweating and shaking like a dog shitting pine cones. I drank alcoholicly for so long for 2 reasons. 1) I really didn't want to stop even tho I knew it was killing me (how sick is
THAT?), and 2) out of
ABJECT fear and terror of the DTs/withdrawal.
The entire addiction recovery industry is at it's core a good thing, however it has become a huge phenomenon, a leech and parasite on the insurance industry that
MUST pay for treatment by law. In the past 3 decades, I've seen recovery counselors diagnose "addictions" to just about everything under the sun, and for $40,000, and 28 days they can cure you too!!! They even made addiction fucking
FASHIONABLE!!! I am here to tell you that there is nothing fashionable or chic about laying in the shower for days on end in your own refuse and puke. Now
THAT is addiction.
But I am not here to tell you anything about you, one way or another. If you feel that you are addicted, then god bless you and help you. I wish you the best, 'cuz everybody deserves a shot at a good life.
If you cannot put a substance down because of life threatening withdrawals, you're truly addicted, and need to seek medical attention to slowly wean off in a clinical environment. But if you cant put something down because you "think" or "believe" you're addicted, and it isn't creating a problem in your life, well, you can draw your own conclusions about that. Sounds to me like someone,
probably an addiction recovery type person, has convinced you that you are an addict and you bought the package.
Dude, we're out of pot as of day before yesterday. I
REALLY REALLY want to go get some, but I aint. I got up and went to work yesterday, and I'll do it again today. No need for medical or psychological intervention. It just so happens that I really like being high at night. Yes, with prolonged use, for me anyway, makes me lazy and not that motivated to do much of anything but sit and watch my girls grow. Fortunately, I'm self employed. The boss aint gonna fire me. I get the urge to pack a bowl many times daily, but that is NOT an addiction in any sense of the word.
Hey OregonMeds, dude sometimes God is just plain wrong. My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your mother. I'm 53, and that whole colon thing gets me really wierded out if I let it (could be an addiction), because it's rampant in my family. God bless you both, her for her suffering, and you for helping her deal with it. That is not an easy task, and your love for her is showing!!! I admire integrity in a person.