malbulja
Well-Known Member
I'll be perfectly honest, I do drugs because they make me feel good and for no other reason. I'm not a mind expanding hippy by any stretch of the imagination. I think a lot of people make a mistake by trying to understand and plan for the experience. For me, usually the first several hours are pure drug fun (dementia, laughter, visuals) but after that my mind starts spinning out of control and I have intense feelings of inferiority, shame, and humiliation. On my last trip I struggled to keep control as I faced the way I was treating my family, co-workers, and people close to me. Your mind plays tricks on you and there's nothing you can do about it. Your mind makes it own decision what happens and you just have to go for the ride.When people talk about learning from psychedelic use, do they just ask them selves a question when trippin? Or what, how do you trigger your brain to think of what you are trying to learn?
It was frightening to say the least and I have not yet comprehended it all and so I haven't tripped since (and that was 6 months ago).