Ever felt like a useless piece of shit?

[Straight up G]

I have done some awful things in my life, at 23 I think I should start giving something back to this world..

 

[GrowingfortheGold]

Care to elaborate? Curious.

 

[acidbox420]

some times when i dont think about my parent's and shit but then again they made life hard for me so my older brother could have a easy life, and when i feel like i should give back to the world i think about my good friends and one that was like a brother to me that the world toke from me and say fuck that. But that's me my life has kinda sucked not to mutch fun and friends through my adolescence

 

[gogrow]

so what are you planning to give back?? I think everyone has felt like this bro... I believe it is an integral part of maturation....

 

[1badmasonman]

Been there bro i grew up grimmy and was in and out of juvi all my life. And after juvi onto jail. Lifes a bitch but ive grown out of my rebellious ways and have settled down. Out of all the freinds i grew up with only a few are not in prison or dead. But hey bro you gotta start somewhere. Sounds like you got some heart if you can see the the bad in your ways. thats where the change begins. Good luck on your road to redemption.

 

[2much]

its never too late unless your dead.do what is right, no regrets.friends are way over rated

 

[Straight up G]

Care to elaborate? Curious.

you would no doubt loose a lot of respect for me

some times when i dont think about my parent's and shit but then again they made life hard for me so my older brother could have a easy life, and when i feel like i should give back to the world i think about my good friends and one that was like a brother to me that the world toke from me and say fuck that. But that's me my life has kinda sucked not to mutch fun and friends through my adolescence

I have a sister, never met her

so what are you planning to give back?? I think everyone has felt like this bro... I believe it is an integral part of maturation....

what am I going to give back?, I don't know, I am going to travel and find my way

Been there bro i grew up grimmy and was in and out of juvi all my life. And after juvi onto jail. Lifes a bitch but ive grown out of my rebellious ways and have settled down. Out of all the freinds i grew up with only a few are not in prison or dead. But hey bro you gotta start somewhere. Sounds like you got some heart if you can see the the bad in your ways. thats where the change begins. Good luck on your road to redemption.

feelin you bro

its never too late unless your dead.do what is right, no regrets.friends are way over rated

ain't they just, for real I could be dead tomorrow, ain't no gangsta shit before you jump to conclusions, I'm not trying to sound like a big man.

 

[mexiblunt]

G you just did give something back! This thread, being honest. You could have just as well continued being a useless piece of shit and kept it to yourself. I know it doesn't look like alot but I think it's worth alot.

 

[robert 14617]

good luck G good to hear your looking to heal...rob

 

[GrowingfortheGold]

Well all I can say is if you live in the moment you will be much better off. I used to always think about the future and the past...inventions of the human mind. Then I looked into meditation and through meditation and living in the moment life is much easier, happier, interesting...just overall way better. I grew up in what people would call a troubled home for 8 years. Eight years fucks your head up man, fairly recent too since I'm 18...but I'm doin a lot better now ^^.

As for respect I've been down and out there's few things that would truly disgust me. Gotta do what you gotta do times are tough.

 

[mofizzle415]

It is never to late for redemption, introspection, re-evaluation....Take a break, re-vamp and come back harder than ever......It is what you make it....what will happen is going to happen and what you could change you should change if you really want change...Life is short, opportunities are few...leave a good footprint on this earth or as good of one as you can....you cant turn back the hands of time but you can change today, tomorrow, next week... CHANGE!!!

 

[doc111]

I have done some awful things in my life, at 23 I think I should start giving something back to this world..

Without a doubt I've felt this way. I joined the military right out of high school and became a medic. Fought in 2 wars and came home to become a firefighter/paramedic. I've helped countless people but I still feel at times like I haven't done enough. I've done my share of bad shit too. I'm pretty laid back but I can have a bit of a temper. I guess what I'm trying to say is no matter what you do in life you'll probably still feel this way from time to time. It's about recognizing the bad shit and trying to be a better person. Take a look at what interests you and maybe try to volunteer at a hospital or become an EMT. Life is full of ups and downs and it don't last forever so there is no time like the present to start to change. Put the past behind you and don't make the same mistakes you've made in the past. And don't be too hard on yourself if you slip up. Shit happens.

 

[guitarabuser]

Here's what I've learned from a half lifetime of introspection: We are all pieces of shit because it is in our nature. The good news is you CAN do good things in spite of it. That's how we change the world. Look at all the great things people have done, look at doc111's example above. That's the miracle of life right there. Bad creatures doing good things. Way more impressive than a saint doing good things wouldn't you say? Give yourself a break (and a pat on the back for embracing self-awareness). Peace.

 

[mofizzle415]

everyone is a piece of shit ? really ?.....if you really feel that you are...come her let me take a fat turd on you, just had a chimichanga...but seriously...go volunteer at a habitat for humanity, green alternatives, a shelter,...Do something positive...It always feels good to help someone less fortunate...start to lead, stop following whatever you have been that hasnt worked out for you...Its time to change the bluprint of your life...Only you can do that.. Break yourself from your cycle...replace your old habits with new and good habits... We have all fucked up...whatever, the was yesterday, last week, last year, 5 minutes ago....its over...move on change...heres another opportunity..........another one........" ".......and on and on and on until your just a dick in the mud....

 

[GrowingfortheGold]

Yea habitat for humanity is a good one. I did that and helped build houses in Guatemala. Some serious hard work, all broken handtools and shit. Good program!

P.S. Watch out for the man eating spiders. They are known to lurk in jungle hotel showers. They are about 1 square foot in size. Always carry your machete. Oh and watch out for the monkeys that try and shit on you from the canopy...Fuckers!

 

[Straight up G]

G you just did give something back! This thread, being honest. You could have just as well continued being a useless piece of shit and kept it to yourself. I know it doesn't look like alot but I think it's worth alot.

thankyou

good luck G good to hear your looking to heal...rob

thankyou

Well all I can say is if you live in the moment you will be much better off. I used to always think about the future and the past...inventions of the human mind. Then I looked into meditation and through meditation and living in the moment life is much easier, happier, interesting...just overall way better. I grew up in what people would call a troubled home for 8 years. Eight years fucks your head up man, fairly recent too since I'm 18...but I'm doin a lot better now ^^.

As for respect I've been down and out there's few things that would truly disgust me. Gotta do what you gotta do times are tough.

Only 18!, I have travelled wide for 23, lived and worked in Russia, Holland and the US in my mind travelling is the answer to many problems in this world.

It is never to late for redemption, introspection, re-evaluation....Take a break, re-vamp and come back harder than ever......It is what you make it....what will happen is going to happen and what you could change you should change if you really want change...Life is short, opportunities are few...leave a good footprint on this earth or as good of one as you can....you cant turn back the hands of time but you can change today, tomorrow, next week... CHANGE!!!

I am going to change if I can

Without a doubt I've felt this way. I joined the military right out of high school and became a medic. Fought in 2 wars and came home to become a firefighter/paramedic. I've helped countless people but I still feel at times like I haven't done enough. I've done my share of bad shit too. I'm pretty laid back but I can have a bit of a temper. I guess what I'm trying to say is no matter what you do in life you'll probably still feel this way from time to time. It's about recognizing the bad shit and trying to be a better person. Take a look at what interests you and maybe try to volunteer at a hospital or become an EMT. Life is full of ups and downs and it don't last forever so there is no time like the present to start to change. Put the past behind you and don't make the same mistakes you've made in the past. And don't be too hard on yourself if you slip up. Shit happens.

I never had that kind of structure I "worked" illeagally straight outta school, became a drug addict, cleaned up and may have a child by 18.

Here's what I've learned from a half lifetime of introspection: We are all pieces of shit because it is in our nature. The good news is you CAN do good things in spite of it. That's how we change the world. Look at all the great things people have done, look at doc111's example above. That's the miracle of life right there. Bad creatures doing good things. Way more impressive than a saint doing good things wouldn't you say? Give yourself a break (and a pat on the back for embracing self-awareness). Peace.

Agreed

everyone is a piece of shit ? really ?.....if you really feel that you are...come her let me take a fat turd on you, just had a chimichanga...but seriously...go volunteer at a habitat for humanity, green alternatives, a shelter,...Do something positive...It always feels good to help someone less fortunate...start to lead, stop following whatever you have been that hasnt worked out for you...Its time to change the bluprint of your life...Only you can do that.. Break yourself from your cycle...replace your old habits with new and good habits... We have all fucked up...whatever, the was yesterday, last week, last year, 5 minutes ago....its over...move on change...heres another opportunity..........another one........" ".......and on and on and on until your just a dick in the mud....

Agreed

Yea habitat for humanity is a good one. I did that and helped build houses in Guatemala. Some serious hard work, all broken handtools and shit. Good program!

P.S. Watch out for the man eating spiders. They are known to lurk in jungle hotel showers. They are about 1 square foot in size. Always carry your machete. Oh and watch out for the monkeys that try and shit on you from the canopy...Fuckers!

wow!...........

 

[doc111]

I never had that kind of structure I "worked" illeagally straight outta school, became a drug addict, cleaned up and may have a child by 18.

It's all about the choices we make my friend. Nobody "urged" or "prodded" me in the direction I went I just made the choice to do something that would benefit me and help others at the same time. Structure isn't a big deal. It's what you make it. What interests you? What motivates you? If you can't answer these basic questions for yourself then you need to do some soul searching and figure it out. Once you figure it out the rest is just making it happen.

 

[mofizzle415]

See man I feel better already lol and so should you! cmon....

 

[Straight up G]

It's all about the choices we make my friend. Nobody "urged" or "prodded" me in the direction I went I just made the choice to do something that would benefit me and help others at the same time. Structure isn't a big deal. It's what you make it. What interests you? What motivates you? If you can't answer these basic questions for yourself then you need to do some soul searching and figure it out. Once you figure it out the rest is just making it happen.

sound info doc

See man I feel better already lol and so should you! cmon....

yea i really do

 

[Straight up G]

rep'd all posters rob, mofizzle and guitar abuser cannot rep ya for 24hrs