hard drugs

[ukgrower2110]

i know loads of people smoke weed, most of them with no problems, so basiccly if u smoke weed nothing bad happens.

i know people who do heroin, theyv seen what heroin does b4 they take it, they know undoubtedly what happens, yet they still do it, i dont get it, why do people do these drugs like meth or coke or crack, they know what will happen yet they still do it. WTF

are there any ex addicts who can enlighten me as to why they did whatever drug they did.

p.s i got sent to a "drug rehabilitaion therapy" center when i got caught with weed at 15, i saw loads of weed smokers who had no problems, then i saw the dumbasses who are addicted to coke and meth etc, i remember 1a our group sessions where we had to talk bout drugs, the weed smokers were like "weed hasnt done anything bad to me so far" the crackmonkeys where like "i got kicked out of my mums house, i was a whore at 15 to score H" when it was my turn to speak i just lashed out "why the fuck did u do these drugs if u knew what they do u stupid junky fuck" that was my last session and i never got a damn awnser.

 

[akgrown]

because they try it once out of peer pressure or sheer curiosity and get hooked. once your hooked your a slave to the drug and that is why they are illegal.

 

[ukgrower2110]

because they try it once out of peer pressure or sheer curiosity and get hooked. once your hooked your a slave to the drug and that is why they are illegal.

curiosity? "oh look at that crackhead begging for change/robbing houses to feed thier addiction, i want to try that", still dont get the point, from the age of 4 i saw people smoking really strong "skunk" at my local park, from the age of 7 i saw junkies shootin up in the blocks, i always knew id smoke weed, i always knew id never do meth, so why wouldnt somebody else use the common sense i used, the worst i saw with weed was some guy go scitzophrenic, ive seen junkies my whole life and there all losers, simple as that, just losers.

 

[mygirls]

well all i can say is it was a stupid dumb life experience.. crank ( METH ) was my choice of drugs. it was great while high but the cum down was fuct up that why you keep using, never wanting to come down..10 years know me and the wife have been clean. life and our relationship is so much better.. we have things that we never had b4. have money do go places and do things.. instead of buying that sac of dope.. i started when i was 22 and stopped in 2001. never got in trouble over it that was a good thing. we got out of it b4 that happened.. i did manage in my days talk a few people out of trying it but never could stop back then myself.. it took me and the wife wanting to quit. we did it on our own by moving to oregon living family and friends behind to get away from it.. THERE IS LIFE AFTER DRUGS

i never robbed, killed stole, beat up during my days. however when i started dealing that shit pretty much scared me strait.

 

[Michael Phelps]

because they try it once out of peer pressure or sheer curiosity and get hooked. once your hooked your a slave to the drug and that is why they are illegal.

peer pressure for sure! i dont think thats the reason they are illegal though, Our system makes alot more money off drugs being illegal then they would if drugs were legal..

 

[jjbt420]

well my friend, you have a good head on your shoulders, thats all. some people arent as strong minded as yourself. i have always told myself i would never try meth/crack/herion. something that feels that good, cannot be healthy for you. but like ak said i have tried coke out of curiosity because a few people i know had it. i am too stong to be peer pressured and take full responsibillity for putting that shit up my nose. i never got hooked on it. i could take it or leave it. havent had it in over 6 months. but i do bring it out when i want to party and drink like a fish. the last time i did it was new years. you gotta live a little bit. lol

 

[mygirls]

no pressure on my side,,,,, peer stupidity

 

[ukgrower2110]

well my friend, you have a good head on your shoulders, thats all. some people arent as strong minded as yourself. i have always told myself i would never try meth/crack/herion. something that feels that good, cannot be healthy for you. but like ak said i have tried coke out of curiosity because a few people i know had it. i am too stong to be peer pressured and take full responsibillity for putting that shit up my nose. i never got hooked on it. i could take it or leave it. havent had it in over 6 months. but i do bring it out when i want to party and drink like a fish. the last time i did it was new years. you gotta live a little bit. lol

ive done most drugs except meth and crack, when i was young i decided what drugs id do, well it backfired coz every drug ive tried other than weed and alcohol has done nothin for me, even did heroin just to prove it 2 a friend, he was like "admit it, its peng, ur lovin it", it pissed me off and i ended up smokin a half 0 just to get rid of that disgusting feeling, how anyone could enjoy it i have no idea, also E's, i knew id do them, so i did it, every1 else took 1 or 2 and was buzzin like mad, i took 2, didnt feel shit, took another 1, felt a small buzz, took another 1, fairly moderate buzz, got pissed off, left, smoked loads of weed and SLEPT which is something ur not supposed to do after taking E's, didnt even bother with cocaine coz by that point id given up on all other drugs than weed and alcohol.

 

[jjbt420]

yea man i was stuck on them E pills for about a year strait. EVERY WEEKEND. i wish i would of never popped the 1st one. shit turns you into a retard lol! but i gotta live with what ive done. all i can do now, is stay away from them and try to keep the people i know and love away from them. even if i do sound like a hypocrite, i would rather people learn from MY mistake....

 

[ukgrower2110]

yea man i was stuck on them E pills for about a year strait. EVERY WEEKEND. i wish i would of never popped the 1st one. shit turns you into a retard lol! but i gotta live with what ive done. all i can do now, is stay away from them and try to keep the people i know and love away from them. even if i do sound like a hypocrite, i would rather people learn from MY mistake....

i know that in america alot of the E's are cut with meth, come to the UK or holland, pure E's baby, just wish i could get a damn buzz, everyone else was awake happy dancin etc and im just standin outside wit my bredren bunnin a zoot bein miserable coz he didnt take any and wished he did and i took 4 and could of got the same feeling from smokin a q of a hazey type weed.

 

[ukgrower2110]

well all i can say is it was a stupid dumb life experience.. crank ( METH ) was my choice of drugs. it was great while high but the cum down was fuct up that why you keep using, never wanting to come down..10 years know me and the wife have been clean. life and our relationship is so much better.. we have things that we never had b4. have money do go places and do things.. instead of buying that sac of dope.. i started when i was 22 and stopped in 2001. never got in trouble over it that was a good thing. we got out of it b4 that happened.. i did manage in my days talk a few people out of trying it but never could stop back then myself.. it took me and the wife wanting to quit. we did it on our own by moving to oregon living family and friends behind to get away from it.. THERE IS LIFE AFTER DRUGS

i never robbed, killed stole, beat up during my days. however when i started dealing that shit pretty much scared me strait.

so why exactly did u first try it if u had already seen tha damage it would cause, also is thier any other ex or currently using addicts that would like to post thier experiences on here.

 

[YGrow]

I've done everything under the sun, and none of it had any hold on me until I tried meth. I was on a coke bender one weekend and my buddy came over. I'd just about run out of coke, so he pulls out this baggy of meth and goes, "Wanna try a bump of this instead of getting more coke?" I'm like, sure. I did a line and immediately felt great. I started cleaning the house, puttering around doing all sorts of things. More importantly, I had no desire to get more coke. From that day forward, I stopped buying coke and exclusively bought meth. The real problem came when Monday would roll around and I'd have been up all weekend doing meth and partying. I'd wake up on Monday, realize I had to go to work and know there was no way unless I did some more meth. Eventually, I had to do it every day, just to get out of bed. Every afternoon, I'd be exhausted from work and think, "I shouldn't do any when I get home," but then I'd get home and want to party, so off I'd go again. This lasted for 3 years before I finally got sick of the whole thing and just stopped. The detox and recovery was so harsh that I knew I'd never start again and I haven't. It's been over 4 years since I stopped.

What I think is that not all drugs are addictive in the same way for everyone. For me, meth was the perfect drug. I could use it to party and have crazy sex at night and then turn around and use a little the next morning to get me in the right mood to go to work. If I didn't mix anything else with it, it helped me immensely to concentrate on boring tasks. In college, I knew tons of people who were regular heroin users. I tried it on multiple occasions, but it just wasn't my thing. I would get off, but I just didn't like the feeling that much and it always felt like it stole huge chunks of my life. Certain people just interface perfectly with certain drugs and not others, I think. ukgrower, it sounds like you're one of the lucky or unlucky ones, in that you seem to only really enjoy weed and booze. You should probably count yourself lucky and try to feel sorry for those of us who perfectly interfaced with much more dangerous and damaging drugs. We may be stupid for ever having tried them in the first place, but once they get their hooks in you, it's hard to stop.

 

[jjbt420]

very well put ygrow. i couldn't of said it any better +rep

 

[sniklefritzz]

so why exactly did u first try it if u had already seen tha damage it would cause, also is thier any other ex or currently using addicts that would like to post thier experiences on here.

about 2 years ago i used to eat xanax and ecstasy on a regular basis along with pretty much any other drug that would come my way, you dont really think nothin of it when everybody around you is doin it and they dont have a problem with it. like i mean EVERYBODY i knew was eating ecstasy, it was like we had a big group of friends probably like 40 people that EVERY night would come over to my best friends house and we would all just get stupid. i still fell like im recovering from all the drugs we did back in the day and it was fuckin stupid doing all those hard drugs but i had some of the best times of my life not just cause of drugs but from the relationships and experiences ive had those people

 

[ukgrower2110]

I've done everything under the sun, and none of it had any hold on me until I tried meth. I was on a coke bender one weekend and my buddy came over. I'd just about run out of coke, so he pulls out this baggy of meth and goes, "Wanna try a bump of this instead of getting more coke?" I'm like, sure. I did a line and immediately felt great. I started cleaning the house, puttering around doing all sorts of things. More importantly, I had no desire to get more coke. From that day forward, I stopped buying coke and exclusively bought meth. The real problem came when Monday would roll around and I'd have been up all weekend doing meth and partying. I'd wake up on Monday, realize I had to go to work and know there was no way unless I did some more meth. Eventually, I had to do it every day, just to get out of bed. Every afternoon, I'd be exhausted from work and think, "I shouldn't do any when I get home," but then I'd get home and want to party, so off I'd go again. This lasted for 3 years before I finally got sick of the whole thing and just stopped. The detox and recovery was so harsh that I knew I'd never start again and I haven't. It's been over 4 years since I stopped.

What I think is that not all drugs are addictive in the same way for everyone. For me, meth was the perfect drug. I could use it to party and have crazy sex at night and then turn around and use a little the next morning to get me in the right mood to go to work. If I didn't mix anything else with it, it helped me immensely to concentrate on boring tasks. In college, I knew tons of people who were regular heroin users. I tried it on multiple occasions, but it just wasn't my thing. I would get off, but I just didn't like the feeling that much and it always felt like it stole huge chunks of my life. Certain people just interface perfectly with certain drugs and not others, I think. ukgrower, it sounds like you're one of the lucky or unlucky ones, in that you seem to only really enjoy weed and booze. You should probably count yourself lucky and try to feel sorry for those of us who perfectly interfaced with much more dangerous and damaging drugs. We may be stupid for ever having tried them in the first place, but once they get their hooks in you, it's hard to stop.

its kinda hard to say im lucky, i have aspergers syndrome, not full blown but i do have it, if i drink, i drink beyond the limit, when i blaze, i blaze too much, i know i do yet i honestly dont care, if i dont smoke or drink i become withdrawn and generally more aspergers, weed makes me open and booze takes away the inhibitions. meth seems like a damn good drug tbh, i just dont want to end up like a crackhead, believe it or not i am actually fairly smart, i know i will prob smoke weed till the day i die and i accept it, coz i know that if worst came to worst and i absolutly had to quit ALL drugs, i could do it, i made this thread coz my GP (doctor) said i should go see my old weed therapist, she assesed me for the last time as a favour, she thinks im not addicted im just a very heavy user, im happy with that, there is more to life than drugs, drugs are a part of it, if you choose the wrong 1s then it will be a major part of life.

even still i will tell my kids this:

you smoke crack meth heroin or u sniff coke or inject heroin or meth, you will be a junky on the street corner.
you do E's you will dance like a prick for hours and feel depresed for a week.
you smoke weed you will eat your weight in cheeseburgers and nachos.

NOW CHOOSE

 

[sambo020482]

we all wana rave on about how great weed is and yes it is great in moderation! but i have personally seen some fucked up people from weed alone, in mental hospitals i might add guys who have never touched another drug running around crazy as fuck!

i have also nown and seen people steal from friends and family for weed at the end of the day its a drug and drugs make people do crazy shit!

 

[ukgrower2110]

we all wana rave on about how great weed is and yes it is great in moderation! but i have personally seen some fucked up people from weed alone, in mental hospitals i might add guys who have never touched another drug running around crazy as fuck!

i have also nown and seen people steal from friends and family for weed at the end of the day its a drug and drugs make people do crazy shit!

m8 i actually knew a guy where it was defo the weed that sent him scitzo, i also knew people who STOLE from thier PARENTS to buy weed, if the yanks had the consistent quality of weed we do then they would see what happens when u smoke the highest grades everyday with no other option, weed is great and yh ur right it is just another drug, but the amount of people who get the negative affects are far fewer than say heroin. only problem is with weed, when the shit hits the fan thier is no recovery, a heroin addict can quit, a meth addict can quit, a weed addict whos paronoid and in and out of mental institutions will never undo the damage done, i agree with you 100% ive seen it too, diff is i know bout 100 or more weed smokers and only 5 are the mental pale paronoid scitzo type, i know around 30 people who do heroin and 95% are fuckin losers who no longer have a reason to exist.

 

[sambo020482]

ukgrower uve spoke alot of shit and got alot of shit for it lol but that post i couldnt agree more with m8.

 

[sambo020482]

in ur defense tho m8 your young and from a fucking ghetto area your 1 of few in them areas who even no's how to use the net lmao where ya from then m8 uve said a few areas that i no really well. you from the stow?

 

[Arrid]

Those drugs cause a mental and physical addiction, that's why they continue to use it.

Have you ever met an ex heroin user?
Their body and mind is FUCKED for life.