Ever tear down your grow room when really high???

sonar

sonar

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Background: I had a pretty successful outdoor harvest that ended late sept/early oct. Not really a HUGE smoker anymore these days so a couple of puffs of good quality pot gets me pretty stoned.

Well, I decided I wanted to try an indoor. I bought a $350 LED light because heat is an issue with the hps. I germed 3 of my remaining Nirvana Northern Lights seeds because they are very low odor. Sunday night I wasn't feeling well so I decided to smoke a lot more than I usually do. I have a bowl, but I like joints better so generally I roll a small joint and usually only smoke half and save the other half for another time. Well, I smoked three joints myself throughout the day sunday.

To make a short story long, when I was really high I decided growing was a bad idea right now and that was a terrible waste of money for me. Cancelled the ebay shippment and tore down my grow room and destroyed the 2 day old seedlings. I'll admit, there was some slight paranoia involved, but it was more of an epiphany.

While I love to grow, I really should hold off. Cannabis has this strange affect on me where I tend to see things for what they really are. It was irresponsible and immature of me to spend all that money and attempt an indoor grow right now (for various reasons).

Anyone ever do anything like this? I'm dissapointed I won't be able to grow and pissed about wasting the seeds (they were kind of old anyway) but besides that I think I made the right decision.
 
GoldenGanja13

GoldenGanja13

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ROFLAO, all you need to do is switch to a sativa, less paranoia. Many times I have stressed over how big I have gotten, but I just relax and say it is what it is and I will slow down. So after I harvest a few I feel better and allow my vegers to get bigger.
 
sonar

sonar

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Honestly it wasn't completely paranoia. I don't regret the decision. I'm not even high right now actually I'm getting ready for work, haha. Part of what I was saying is that cannabis has a strange effect on me. I don't want to go as far as saying a "religious" or "spiritual" effect, but it two days later I still don't regret what I did. It is kind of funny that I would do that so suddenly and drastically.

Basically after college and went through a rought patch finding work and I'm living at my parents house. I asked them if I could grow and they really weren't to happy about it, but gave me sort of a "don't ask, don't tell response." I just started a new job about a month ago and plan to move out soon. When I was high I realized growing wasn't the "adult" thing to be doing right now. I thought with all the debt I'm in and the fact that I'm in my late 20's living with my parents, I figured I should be using the money for that right now.
 
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irieie

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you do make some valid points though. there have been times in my life when i felt that smoking or growing weed was hindering me from accomplishing a goal. at those points i took a break from weed and focused on the more important things. i may have stopped smoking for a bit, but when i had accomplished the goal, the weed was there almost as a reward.
 
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bitis

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its a very situational thing i think, there is a line between paranoia and reasonable concern, you didnt stay high for 48 hours....and you dont regret it, i think it was a sensible idea myself personally ....in fact i think you are thinking more along the lines of your grandparents..in a way.... they would let you grow it but did not like it, but they understood that you do *did* like it, and would rather put up with it and keep you happy
so now you are thinking the same way in reverse, maybe similar to "well i like it and this way it is free and i know what went into it, but im not prepared for the risk of being caught at my grandparents, so i will put them above me and stop"

also i remember a docu i read once that explained many habitual smokers stop around 30, i cannot remember their reason, but im guessing its due to the age, apparantly we have 7 different ages or something like it and in these ages out interests, goals and views change substancially, for instance....when i was in my late teens...early 20's i never gave a thought to history, architecture or photography, they were the most boring things on the planet, then all of a sudden im hitting my late 20's early 30's and i walk past this local church, the building is over 1000 years old, and i spent 28 years ignoring it ...and SMASH omfg look at this thing, who the heck else once stood here, wow :) and im 100% sober atm lol

i personally think you made an excellent choice
 
thedoc08

thedoc08

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no, but last night i had 7mg of Xanax and this morning after looking for 45 minutes I found my phone in my boxers drawer.
 
sonar

sonar

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thedoc08 said:
no, but last night i had 7mg of Xanax and this morning after looking for 45 minutes I found my phone in my boxers drawer.
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That's quite a large dose of xanax. Be happy you didn't wake up in jail, or with a fat chick.
 
sonar

sonar

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bitis said:
its a very situational thing i think, there is a line between paranoia and reasonable concern, you didnt stay high for 48 hours....and you dont regret it, i think it was a sensible idea myself personally ....in fact i think you are thinking more along the lines of your grandparents..in a way.... they would let you grow it but did not like it, but they understood that you do *did* like it, and would rather put up with it and keep you happy
so now you are thinking the same way in reverse, maybe similar to "well i like it and this way it is free and i know what went into it, but im not prepared for the risk of being caught at my grandparents, so i will put them above me and stop"

also i remember a docu i read once that explained many habitual smokers stop around 30, i cannot remember their reason, but im guessing its due to the age, apparantly we have 7 different ages or something like it and in these ages out interests, goals and views change substancially, for instance....when i was in my late teens...early 20's i never gave a thought to history, architecture or photography, they were the most boring things on the planet, then all of a sudden im hitting my late 20's early 30's and i walk past this local church, the building is over 1000 years old, and i spent 28 years ignoring it ...and SMASH omfg look at this thing, who the heck else once stood here, wow :) and im 100% sober atm lol

i personally think you made an excellent choice
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Well put. The only thing I really regret is starting the seeds to begin with since they went to waste.
 
ElMonte74

ElMonte74

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no but i will tell you that when i clean my room and i'm baked its really hard to put things back in order but i can tear a car down, get preped for body work/paint and put it back in order
 
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