StonedPony
Well-Known Member
i think im a wise 25. i actually think its funny when the old heads claim to be wise but then say im not. no offense to anyone. i just think its unwise to think im not wise because of my age. i been through alot mentally and physically. not saying i been through more then probably other people on this forum...saying that would be unwise. if it helps out anyone who thinks i am unwise i think back to just 2 years ago when i started visiting this forum and i think i was an idiot. these past 2 years have been some of the worst times of my life. i've changed so much no one even knows me anymore but the family i made and live with. even my fiance has been barely able to keep up with the changes i make. the only reason i even say all this is because its even crazy to me. i started smoking weed pretty consistently over the past few years and the changes with me mentally have been occuring every month on average after the first few months of smoking. to think weed cant be used for medical reasons or cant be used for mental issues like anxiety, depression, stupidity is very unwise because im living proof. people can say it was mental development or whatever but i know better because the mental changes i have made over the past year or two have happened so quickly. its like i worked my whole life to change alot of these things and nothing happened until i started smoking on a regular basis then a few months later its been like hurricane of thoughts and reasoning and...just plain wisdom since. now i think i can do these things without weed and am questioning my continued use other then recreation. i quit for a few days sometimes and wonder though "why quit". i enjoy it and at this point in my life things i enjoy are a rarity. i still have depression but my situations suck so i just have to fix those situations. people wonder why im even saying all this. maybe its one of my mental problems but i've always just felt the need to say whats on my mind and if i dont it eats at me. maybe alot of people would even just say all this differently. i dont know but this is just me. like it or not i dont give a...FUUUCK. LOL. the reason thats funny is because people always try to find reasons to not get along with each other...seems stupid to me. i dont need to completely trust everyone to open up to them because i dont care what they think. i guess "umma do me" even if its not anyone. fuck it. nothing in my head stops like this post...think about it.
Uh nobody in here called you unwise....this is your first post in the thread and you are writting a novel about how we put you down and how great you are........ease up...nobody is saying anything about you how could they you hadnt posted anything.........have fun and enjoy...............peace out