God fucking damn work

Haddaway

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I'd rather call in sick and take some DOI, but no, that would be irresponsible.. I haven't tried a DOx molecule yet, heard DOC was the best and most relaxing. I am somewhat worried as I usually don't agree with stimulants unless they're euphoric (have anxiety problems).
I will probably start out with 2mg because of this reason. I might dose after work.. I've been putting some chemical toll on my body and mind in the last 5 days, so maybe it isn't wise, I did just get 15 hours of sleep though, but still don't feel 100%, maybe 75%.
 

sven deisel

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i wish i could find 15hr to sleep. i get about 20hrs of sleep a week. during the work week i should say. i work sec shift so get to sleep around 3am and get up at 7 am to my wonderful pit bulls licking my face to go to the bathroom
 

Haddaway

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no you shouldnt call off to get fucked up thats poor work ethics
I know.. I wouldn't call it getting "fucked up", but just got an extreme interest in researching these compounds.. I'm not going to do it, it would be irresponsible either way, but god dammit, I am getting impatient.. I need to find my center *meditates* (COME ON, USE WHAT YOU HAVE LEARNED AS A BUDDHIST, HADDAWAY!!)
 

Tenner

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no you shouldnt call off to get fucked up thats poor work ethics
It all depends on the self motivation one has. One can argue and say we are slaves of money, have his rebel and do what he does!!

My advice is, if your going to fuck work off, fuck it well and don`t worry about it!! Oh and maybe don`t do it too much, lol
 

cannabisguru

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you guys get sleep?

whats that?

heh...

I worked in the oil-fields for about 6 years. Started working for 'Haliburton' when I was 19 then took a long vacation when I was 25/26 years old. I'm 29 now.. haven't had a job in 3 years. But then again, I made enough money in the field to where I can actually take a few years off.. which is exactly what I did. Plus, I'm living in a different state now too.. so that really effected my decision to quit as well.

But yeah, I averaged around 4 hours a sleep per day.. if I was lucky I would get 4 hours. Sometimes I got less.. like between 2 and 3 hours per day. It sucked.. because I like my sleep.. but it was worth the money. Hazard pay; per diem pay; etc..

I was young.. and I was making around 65k/yearly. I don't know about you guys.. but 65k a year, to me.. is a TON of money. My first year there.. I made around 60k a year.. I was young too.. so to me.. that was a hella-load of cash. I was bringing home after taxes.. around $2400 to $2800 every two weeks. Man.. I had everything back then too. I went out and bought myself a BRAND NEW fully loaded 4-wheeler. It had the 'Big Foot' kit on it; GPS; 2" LIFT; Chrome wheels with custom sized tires; H.I.D. Headlight kit; etc... I bought that thing right off the Honda showroom floor. Man I was banking back then.. damn it.

But now.. now I'm not bringing in any money. I mean, I have money in the bank.. I guess I just miss being out there in the outdoors working.

rambling again.. sorry about that. my morning wake-n-bake is the cause. ;)

peace.
 

sven deisel

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i have a friend that is doing that now out in north dakota i think. i think he gets like 2 weeks off every 2 months to come home
 

Haddaway

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It all depends on the self motivation one has. One can argue and say we are slaves of money, have his rebel and do what he does!!

My advice is, if your going to fuck work off, fuck it well and don`t worry about it!! Oh and maybe don`t do it too much, lol
I have more than enough money, that isn't the problem. I just need it to advance in careers.. I already came in there like a zombie after the MXE research (wasn't intoxicated at all, would never do that, but just from sleep deprivation and no stimulant in my system), and I was going REALLY slow, and they didn't appreciate it.
 

Puffer Fish

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I have more than enough money, that isn't the problem. I just need it to advance in careers.. I already came in there like a zombie after the MXE research (wasn't intoxicated at all, would never do that, but just from sleep deprivation and no stimulant in my system), and I was going REALLY slow, and they didn't appreciate it.
See, Tenner .... remember the paths I was rambling about ?

:)
 

Haddaway

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Okay, I officially said "fuck work"

I might regret this decision, but I guess I'll make up something.. I wish I didn't leave my phone in a friend's car..
 

timeismoney1

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Ah 1 chem i dont i will every try.

Let me know know how doc goes!

This morning i wanted to stay home and do mdpv. Stupid work and doing shit at works paranois you. Seems like everyone knows your fucked up!
 

Haddaway

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Ah 1 chem i dont i will every try.

Let me know know how doc goes!

This morning i wanted to stay home and do mdpv. Stupid work and doing shit at works paranois you. Seems like everyone knows your fucked up!
Doi**

And why won't you ever do these chems??
 
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