don't be skeered. addiction is only scary to those who have never experienced it. not to say that its fun or anything (yeah right, its usually DAMN FUN but when it sucks it sucks). It is a matter of trading in the normal everyday life, and choosing instead an existance of higher highs and lower lows. Just a lifestyle choice. Addicts aren't all bad thats for sure. I find it ridiculous that there is no social support of junkies and dopers in our society, cause once society accepts them as people and not a problem to make go away, their role becomes one of people who are seeing exploring learning growing and healing. Isn't that what we're all her to do anyway? see explore experience learn grow and heal, the human experience (now selling tickets so you too can break out of the box)