Karmapuff
Well-Known Member
Bare with me on this, I am still coming off of it as I write this.
Last night I decided to take some Seroquel to help me fall asleep, I had some my friend had given me. I had never taken it before and heard it helps greatly with insomnia... which appealed to me.
Around 1:20 I took a 300mg tablet and waited for it to kick in, 20 minutes later I started to feel the first mild effects which was drowsiness and warmth in my legs and arms. I liked it at this point but the effects just kept building. finally about 30 minutes in I felt myself lose contact with reality, my heart is beating faster then It has ever before. I can feel my whole body thump to each rapid heartbeat. Everything starts turning into frames and my body starts to become more automatic (still in control but felt impulsive and scared) At this point I'm sitting in my bed hallucinating hardcore. I was convinced of all my thoughts, they sent me into a psychotic schizophrenic mess.
Finally at about an hour in I blacked out completely, Just when this happened I was shot into this darkness where I was floating into this black space with colorful patterns and then I was contacted by this thing I can only describe as god, it was sending me so much complex emotions I have never felt, amazing love and compassion poured from its light and it was telling me everything is going to be okay. This was the most blissful thing to hear at this point.
I am an atheist and fully discredit gods existence, I am a very skeptical person but what happened last night was something beyond me.
I woke up in my bed still feeling very psychotic and schizophrenic, every time I closed my eyes I sEE hallucinations, this lasted until 3 hours in where I started to comedown from the peaking effects.
My first near death experience
Last night I decided to take some Seroquel to help me fall asleep, I had some my friend had given me. I had never taken it before and heard it helps greatly with insomnia... which appealed to me.
Around 1:20 I took a 300mg tablet and waited for it to kick in, 20 minutes later I started to feel the first mild effects which was drowsiness and warmth in my legs and arms. I liked it at this point but the effects just kept building. finally about 30 minutes in I felt myself lose contact with reality, my heart is beating faster then It has ever before. I can feel my whole body thump to each rapid heartbeat. Everything starts turning into frames and my body starts to become more automatic (still in control but felt impulsive and scared) At this point I'm sitting in my bed hallucinating hardcore. I was convinced of all my thoughts, they sent me into a psychotic schizophrenic mess.
Finally at about an hour in I blacked out completely, Just when this happened I was shot into this darkness where I was floating into this black space with colorful patterns and then I was contacted by this thing I can only describe as god, it was sending me so much complex emotions I have never felt, amazing love and compassion poured from its light and it was telling me everything is going to be okay. This was the most blissful thing to hear at this point.
I am an atheist and fully discredit gods existence, I am a very skeptical person but what happened last night was something beyond me.
I woke up in my bed still feeling very psychotic and schizophrenic, every time I closed my eyes I sEE hallucinations, this lasted until 3 hours in where I started to comedown from the peaking effects.
My first near death experience