ravendarkangelx
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so SWIM and I was smoking spice upstairs. nothing new to me, but earlier tonight while we were smoking i guess i just smoked too much. it started as a normal spice high but soon after i started feeling a little light headed. i just figured i smoked too much as i smoke too much weed sometimes and i just get dizzy. with spice however i had VERY different side effects. all of a sudden i have MASSIVE anxiety attacks, MASSIVE muscle spasms and a really high heart rate (spice usually gives high heart rate but this was well above it) along with a feeling like the feeling of my body was coming off my body...ok that one is kinda hard to explain srys lol. . Mentally it felt like i split in two and one personality was fighting with another. SWIM said i looked possessed (exorcism of emily rose possessed). After chilling upstairs for a unknown time i went downstairs and just went to bed and watch tv. figured if i was under the covers noone else would notice would notice my entire body spas-sing. but after a little while (seemed like forever for me lol) i started to come down. the high from spice doesn't last long and i kept telling my self that but i was so terrified that i was A: gonna die B: gonna cause some mental disease. All this started 3-4 hours ago and i atleast 80% evened out just now. wanted to share my story mainly because it's still fresh atm. I'm just stoked A: SWIM didn't tell anyone in the house and B: SWIM didn't call 911 xD. but yeah thats what i did tonight, well last night i guess it's 1:17am here. but would i do it again?...yeah but prolly not till tommorow, but this was by far the most horrifying experience i ever had in my life. i've had a open chest operation and i just shrugged that off so i consider myself someone who really doesn't get afflicted by fear. damn i wanna dive off the local highway bridge (over water) just for the rush. i feel like i'm forgetting something and more than likely i am but i doubt i'll recall it but if i do i'll post it, even now i'm still feeling really panicky but it's under control and i'm sure it'll be gone when i wake up ltr today. any other bad spice trip stories out there?