D3monic
Well-Known Member
Im only 32 and the First time I have cried since my depression days (ended at 13) was during and after my divorce and periodically in between. I haven't even cried when loved ones die (mother 49 , grandparents, uncle, three cousins ect) but I have never known grief like I feel over the loss of my wife and best friend. I should have healed by now but due to the children I am consistently forced to see her and every time I see her all my feeling come welling up again.