When was the last time your cried?

Im only 32 and the First time I have cried since my depression days (ended at 13) was during and after my divorce and periodically in between. I haven't even cried when loved ones die (mother 49 , grandparents, uncle, three cousins ect) but I have never known grief like I feel over the loss of my wife and best friend. I should have healed by now but due to the children I am consistently forced to see her and every time I see her all my feeling come welling up again.
 
I was hit pretty hard when my parents sold the house in which we all grew up. 1967 to 2009. cn
My family still owns the house I grew up in. 'Someone in our family has continually owned that house since 1954 my brother is getting ready to put it up for sale next summer. I think I can let this one go and not feel too bad.
 
Im only 32 and the First time I have cried since my depression days (ended at 13) was during and after my divorce and periodically in between. I haven't even cried when loved ones die (mother 49 , grandparents, uncle, three cousins ect) but I have never known grief like I feel over the loss of my wife and best friend. I should have healed by now but due to the children I am consistently forced to see her and every time I see her all my feeling come welling up again.
Completely understandable you can't heal if salt is always being put back in the wound.
 
Graduation from engineering school, first one in my family to even go to college. My dad started the water works never saw him cry before that
 
The last time was last month when my friend committed suicide.

But I'm kind of a softy. I cried during Free Willy at the very beginning when Willy gets separated from his mom. WHY?!!!
 
Just had to ;)
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... a gamer buddies group.
 
Christina is easier on the eyez ;)
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When I was leaving my Kaptain and Cali for a while to travel and go on missions. I will go back again someday soon, but for now I have some work to do ;)
 
My dad went to prison for 10 years on July 5th, of this year, I cry everytime I write him cause it sucks knowing you won't see your best friend for awhile cause they sent him to a prison 9 hours away. :(
 
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