Thankyou for the back story. You shouldn't ever be made to feel guilty because of your circumstances. And if people don't want to hear your reasons not excuses it's not your fault if they get upset over having to have some sympathy/empathy. It's not a sob story, It's your real life and people will have to deal with it as you have to.
To be honest I deleted a very long post about what a shit you are, but then thought there may be more to it than that and you are looking at the pizza place.
There are a couple other 'I need money' thread you might want to search for and look through. And yes there are many ways to make money from home, but it's simply a matter of advertising yourself and knowing where your skills lie.
I can do this well -> I can charge for this
In the meantime, you can always pawn or exchange things you don't need or do off jobs in the neighborhood whilst looking for a 'proper' job.
I wish you all the best, and it's not just about feeling sorry for you; that is the position you are in, period. People are just reacting badly because of the dozens of threads like this from lazy kids who expect everything to fall into their lap, not people like you who are tying to be proactive. It does help to be totally honest on tw Internet sometimes. Some people call it attention whoring, but it does just make sense to not kid yoursel or anyone else and just be totally frank, eh..