she died , she became so ill , she was bleeding out of her nose and both ears and into her stomach , she was anemic , the vets had never seen anything like it . blood tests revealed nothing abnormal , there last 'guess' was that she had a parasite in her blood that was preventing it from clotting , they couldnt put her to sleep to do any kind of surgery because she was so weak , they were trying to put a huge needle in her vain and she was so distressed i told them to stop . her eyes were glazed over white so i said enough was enough . i kind of have guilty second thoughts now , but i know shes not suffering anymore , i hope i did the right thing , i feel the vets would of prolonged it , raping as much money out of me as possible , i know its only a cat to most people but ya know , i was close to her , she had a great personality and we had a great understanding of each other , she was very clever. i keep expecting her to be here next to me , very sad .