I'm Donating $5000 to FDD2BLK's Family

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srh88

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maybe he can use some money to buy himself a joint or 2 when he gets there :clap::blsmoke: and definitely a tv n radio if you can... jail sucks but hey.. atleast try to make it as easy as you can.. also if its bunk beds, and your celly dont got a tv when you in and you buy one.. thats instant bottom bunk status
 

MellowFarmer

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i'm claustrophobic and i hate people. this will be a HUGE test for me.
you all are really making my families life a lot easier. we are all very grateful towards all of you. you're restoring my faith in humanity. :hug:
i'll be 12 hours away. they are going to try to make it up to see me. maybe twice a year, which will help split the time up a little. it will give me something to look forward to.


I understand more than you can believe. People can be cruel, heartless and very often selfish and the worst part is that it is the Jailors, the ones in charge of keeping order are so insecure and dimwitted that they are the scary ones. And who do you fill out your complaint form to? Them?! wtf?
Maybe it is different on the men's side. That is my theory tbh that they have to put the pussiest of pussies on the woman's side and they got some real issues as if they were all stuffed into lockers with wedgies on a daily basis and can only take their anger out on females locked in cages.
Or maybe I just got a mouth on me and it was all justifiable all I know is to never ask a question about anything ever and that if you fill out the request form all nice requesting your medication of cannabis in edible or vapor form so as it to not affect other prisoners that it goes straight into the trash with a laugh.
Did you say you will be in Cali? last lock up the medic said I would have better luck where there is an actual Warren to petition to as per CA law they have the discretion to allow it.
Visits are the highlight of any stay I hope they can find a way to get there more.
Your glass trinkets are beautiful pieces of art and a few years back up at Humboldt 420 a glass artist sold me the most amazing piece with a mushroom inside and he said up there he just could not sell the paraphanelia type because everyone there blows or grows and since then every glass shop I have visited had not a clue what I asked about and the bead types sell some but nothing like the art I am seeking. Have you tried to wholesale with them?

And do you take requests lol

damn I digressed again I will pm you

I really meant to advise on learning to meditate. I am the one usually kicking doors and asking how they sleep at night and sing Power To The People and on and on which gets you 23 hr lock down but this last time was not so bad as I had started to learn to meditate to just go away and accept what is as is as the great teacher Bhudda says you feel but it is still hard to watch all the injustice and make yourself detach from it.

Maybe you could keep a journal and write a book from it? I actually would love to write about your story and make a documentary if I could fund it.

When do they lock you up again?
 

fdd2blk

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I understand more than you can believe. People can be cruel, heartless and very often selfish and the worst part is that it is the Jailors, the ones in charge of keeping order are so insecure and dimwitted that they are the scary ones. And who do you fill out your complaint form to? Them?! wtf?
Maybe it is different on the men's side. That is my theory tbh that they have to put the pussiest of pussies on the woman's side and they got some real issues as if they were all stuffed into lockers with wedgies on a daily basis and can only take their anger out on females locked in cages.
Or maybe I just got a mouth on me and it was all justifiable all I know is to never ask a question about anything ever and that if you fill out the request form all nice requesting your medication of cannabis in edible or vapor form so as it to not affect other prisoners that it goes straight into the trash with a laugh.
Did you say you will be in Cali? last lock up the medic said I would have better luck where there is an actual Warren to petition to as per CA law they have the discretion to allow it.
Visits are the highlight of any stay I hope they can find a way to get there more.
Your glass trinkets are beautiful pieces of art and a few years back up at Humboldt 420 a glass artist sold me the most amazing piece with a mushroom inside and he said up there he just could not sell the paraphanelia type because everyone there blows or grows and since then every glass shop I have visited had not a clue what I asked about and the bead types sell some but nothing like the art I am seeking. Have you tried to wholesale with them?

And do you take requests lol

damn I digressed again I will pm you

I really meant to advise on learning to meditate. I am the one usually kicking doors and asking how they sleep at night and sing Power To The People and on and on which gets you 23 hr lock down but this last time was not so bad as I had started to learn to meditate to just go away and accept what is as is as the great teacher Bhudda says you feel but it is still hard to watch all the injustice and make yourself detach from it.

Maybe you could keep a journal and write a book from it? I actually would love to write about your story and make a documentary if I could fund it.

When do they lock you up again?
i leave in 2 weeks. :(


because of my lack of patience i tend to keep to myself. it keeps me out of trouble, for the most part. i just do what i gotta do and look forward to being home again.
 

Indagrow

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i drew a bunch when i was in, not much for cross words or any of that it just brings me back to society.. but when you get to explore your mind you can really detatch from the situation. the goal is to learn from your mistakes wile your in there, but that happened for me after like a week, then it was drawing, drawing and more drawing. i also bulked up a bunch when i was in. obviouly don't piss the system off, and some of the gaurds can actually be nice and a welcoming conversation. inmates can be another story, most belong in the system and can't handle the real world. your a smart man you will figure it out and be out early with some luck. your post have reverberated in my mind and although im on the other side of the country i still look to you as a great guy and farmer alike. i know its hard to think of it like this, but enjoy your stay.
 

Krondizzel

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i drew a bunch when i was in, not much for cross words or any of that it just brings me back to society.. but when you get to explore your mind you can really detatch from the situation. the goal is to learn from your mistakes wile your in there, but that happened for me after like a week, then it was drawing, drawing and more drawing. i also bulked up a bunch when i was in. obviouly don't piss the system off, and some of the gaurds can actually be nice and a welcoming conversation. inmates can be another story, most belong in the system and can't handle the real world. your a smart man you will figure it out and be out early with some luck. your post have reverberated in my mind and although im on the other side of the country i still look to you as a great guy and farmer alike. i know its hard to think of it like this, but enjoy your stay.
Good point. The CO's can make your life easier or harder. Those guys go home at the end of the day, you don't... so, don't piss em off :D They won't give you any extra special treatment by being on their good side but they will treat you with respect if you do the same in return and they won't go out of their way to screw with you.
 

fdd2blk

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i drew a bunch when i was in, not much for cross words or any of that it just brings me back to society.. but when you get to explore your mind you can really detatch from the situation. the goal is to learn from your mistakes wile your in there, but that happened for me after like a week, then it was drawing, drawing and more drawing. i also bulked up a bunch when i was in. obviouly don't piss the system off, and some of the gaurds can actually be nice and a welcoming conversation. inmates can be another story, most belong in the system and can't handle the real world. your a smart man you will figure it out and be out early with some luck. your post have reverberated in my mind and although im on the other side of the country i still look to you as a great guy and farmer alike. i know its hard to think of it like this, but enjoy your stay.
i realized my mistake before this ever even happened. i just never believed they would really care this much. it still seems so unreal to me.
 

theexpress

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damn scooby u just handing out money like this.... whats up them.... ill give u a wishlist of grow supplies... can u buy them all for me... well even order off ebay its cheaper lol
 
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