Right, that's exactly the problem and my point.
As for the "true Christians" comment I got little to say cause I know from experience it will lead to nothing.... no point in arguing about how silly the the term "true Christian" is. It's an oxymoron.... Having grown up in the most churched area of Europe, I heard it all before and frankly find it hard to not become rude to people who continously imply I will burn for eternity because I don't swallow their 2000 year old desert fairy tales... so I'll stop and go back to reading about mj - MY true savior
If you are one of those Christians who feels sorry for me that I haven't "found God" than you know exactly how I feel about you. I sincerly hope all believers see the light some day, metaphorically speaking...