What am I thinking? What should I do?

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[video=youtube;rNrp8LIB8W0]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rNrp8LIB8W0[/video] i swear this is the OP
 
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He looks like he could use some bbq pringles.
 
please everyone stop my diaphragm is seriously starting to hurt and im crying over here im laughing so hard. If this keeps going I might piss myself.
 
i think you need to relax, youre very like just going on about too much at one time, taking on too much so to speak,and youre acting super defensive, this isnt a mind help board i suggest going onto a health forum not a stoners forum , no one is going to take you serious or have the attention span to read your posts.

But I already know how to talk to those people sunni....


I already know how to manipulate most of them* and tell them shrooms and pot should be legal. And make them believe it. Some I cannot convince that some of their opinions are incorrect based off some problems that I have mentioned in my thread.

Now how do I tell stoners* to advocate OUTWARDLY and fight for this and for this reason.


*Stoners: Anyone that has smoked enough pot to understand the effects and control them to a point where they are no longer afraid and can understand the joy of pot.

*Them: People who have either smoked pot once, twice, or any amount of times... and still become paranoid from the drug. Or have never tried pot. Or never fully found out what it was like to be high. And/or lie to other people about the amount of pot they have smoked in their lives, to benefit themselves from feeling stupid, thus moving the incorrect information around even to TRUE stoners* who misinterpret those false pretenses from what they heard from someone else.
 
But.... thats not my point.... and I cant explain it....


I want you stoners to advocate for its legality... for the REASONS I feel for other things.


Now even if I have to manipulate you stoners into advocating... I dont have to tell you why its all good. I just have to make you FIGHT so fucking FIGHT FOR IT. Thats all I'm saying...

And the only place I can get these answers is from is you STONERS*. And you guys dont CARE ENOUGH to tell me how to fight the good fight!


**Stoners: Anyone that has smoked enough pot to understand the effects and control them to a point where they are no longer afraid and can understand the joy of pot.
 
Because its just a drug to you... but to me its not... I realize that those fake people you guys just call stupid... ARENT STUPID. They just dont get your opinions..... because they are mind fucked by never experiencing marijauna and/or shrooms.

They only DRINK to feel STUPID. Or smoke... to die EARLY.... and then fight that pot and shrooms are bad... based off FALSE pretenses....

AND YOU GUYS WHO CAN FUCKING HELP ME just dont see any past that... because you dont really care what I say......
 
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Now how do I get both of you to see past that... and listen? Without making this giant thread manipulating everyone... to answer my questions....

Because this is tiring... I dont know what else to do.... I just want answers
 
i think your problem is lack of ability to communicate you went on a 3 post tangent over nothing ......going on about things that werent even relevant to my post.

youve got social issues, a lack of communication, and reading comprehension, and you just told everyone in this forum you're manipulating them, i doubt they will see kindly to that good luck buddy keep it to all one thread or i will delete them
 
Guys LISTEN TO ME. I'm not a shroom head, I'm not an acid head.... I'm a stoner. And I comprehend completely while high.... TRUST ME.

I did shrooms ONCE and acid ONCE. I will NEVER do acid again... and will do shrooms again just to experience ego death from shrooms like I did with acid.



I swear to you... you are all not seeing the point.... its deeper than what you're asking. You have to listen to me... and hear me... and see from my perspective... and believe that what I'm literally typing... is my perspective.... and if you can do that... you can answer my question. Thats NOT my point... thats my manipulative way to get you to answer my question. Because through past experience... no one answers. Even when I DONT USE THIS METHOD I AM USING NOW. I am JUST TRYING to manipulate you... into answering my questions.

I'm not trying to manipulate you into seeing my view.... and believing it... I'm trying to manipulate you into seeing my view... and telling me your opinions about my opinions.... and because you havent seen anyone ever be honest like that.... you dont think I'm telling the truth.

Everything I've written has been who I am.... inside. This is me. This is who is hidden from the world. And I act with my ego shown outwardly.... and YES AUSTIN TOLD ME THAT BUT HES THE ONLY ONE WHO HELPED ME UNDERSTAND AND HES JUST DOING IT TO TROLL YOU GUYS WHEN I LEAVE OR TO TROLL YOU GUYS BY MAKING ME UPSET THAT YOU GUYS THINK IM HIM.

So like.... just now... when I was writing through the last paragraph.... when I got to the point where I was about to say "ego reflecting outwardly" I changed it ... modified it... realizing that you guys would see the connection between me saying ego and him saying it before.... then in capitals.... I freaked the fuck out about how bullshit it was that I have to do that.

See how I'm writing?
 
...man, some folks in here are greasing the wheels for ya. Enjoy the ride :)

I mean just look what happens when I get on his side?

He could be doing it for 2 reasons and 2 reasons only, no other options because we all know he is just fucking with everyone, thats the end goal, thats a trolls perspective.


First reason, he could be doing it to make me upset because he knows if he now disagrees with my opinion... he will get me trolled
Second reason, he could be doing it because since he was the only one on my side, and I had him, he now doesnt want to be on my side


Regardless... of what hes literally DOING and actually DOES.... that doesnt change his MOTIVES... and since I see his MOTIVES... I know if I had reacted with "Man, I hope you stay, you would really be awesome being here, giving me this awesome ifnormation...." he would react in one of two ways.... either saying "Cool, I will keep talking...." because its AGAINST what other people want him to do or he will say "Screw you.. your information sucks, hahaha" because both ways... are his only options....



Now if I wanted him to respond badly.... I could easily have said "Fuck you you suck you pig, ruining my post here" guess what hes going to do? Keep fucking talking.... because thats his only option that I gave him.



Now... if I wanted him to respond in my favor.... I would simply say "Please leave this thread, I just want my own opinons here."

SO GUESS WHAT HE DID?!?!?!?
 
And the point I'm making.... is you guys dont see past the ulterior motives.... to see my perspective.


I'm trying to get him to STFU or he will destroy this thread....


I have to manipulate the troll.... the stoner... the regular people....


EVERYONE. And the only way of doing it is one on one.


Now.... I just figure out a way of saying it....


By talking through it... with an example.


If you dont get the troll example.... go read the rollitup example about me posting a thread. I'll even reply all my examples just by themselves.


Now look at the examples... and tell me how to word it... so every party gets it?
 
Here is Example 1:

I thought about this a lot last night… I broke down and cried at one point…. Begging my friend to tell me what was REALLY in his brain… begging him… and he told me one thing: “Well yeah, I felt paranoid when I first began smoking, of course I did everyone does.” This was the first time I have ever heard… someone who I know has said on many occasions that he started smoking outdoors… with other people… and had a good time with it right from the get go. Was it because he was embarrassed about it? Was it because he wanted to show off to his friend who hasn’t smoked much but isn’t having crazy times smoking pot for the first time? We will never know what he really thinks… but that’s fine. Because I cried not because I was right… at least not about the thing you think I’m so happy about being right about…. Kind of.
You do not see my perspective… and I have to go into grave detail to say my perspective… because people think about what I have to say with ulterior thoughts that they wont admit they have. Not all people… maybe not even lots of people… but people do. My opinion is that it is most people, but I could be wrong because I don’t know people’s thoughts even if they tell me them.
When I cried just then… I was crying because him admitting that… is helping to prove my thought that people lie to themselves, and he is a very nice guy that wouldn’t lie when it came down to it… yet he still does… except on this one occasion… when I stood before him… high as fuck… preaching to him about the things he has forgotten when he does shrooms or acid.
 
Here is Example 2:

I’ll tell you a story about how I came to the conclusion of something…. I don’t know if it is it… but it feels like what I’m trying to unlock from my brain.

I was having a heated argument with my girlfriend and she told me something and stormed out of the room with it. I had interrupted her a few times…. And I believe my interruptions led to her eventually becoming angry and saying what was really on her mind instead of her just thinking I’m a deranged person from the drugs I was doing (I was being a deranged person, but I wasn’t being deranged from the drugs [I had my shroom friend in the room who had done shrooms, and wasn’t high at the moment, I paid him $20 do give me his true thoughts and got very connected with him while he was not high {we had a moment, so I can tell for near certain he was telling the truth when he says I was making sense and the non-high person had to listen}])




“$20 do give me his true thoughts” I omitted this part because in the above paragraph. I am aware that SAYING I gave $20 to my friend makes it seem like I was influencing his decision… by paying him to answer my questions how I ask them, so I took it out so you wouldn't cast doubt just because you hear $20. Because in reality I gave him $20 to listen to a set of jokes… and when the punch line comes up… have him instantly break them down for us. That had nothing to do with where we went 4 hours AFTER that took place. If I had said “I gave my friend $20 and also got very connected with him” you would assume OR you would INFER OR you would not realize its effecting how you interpret it because you didn’t read the information because you either AGREED with it or you DISAGREED with it OR something else. But often times its one of these, and if I didn’t say this part you would disagree and REFUSE to believe what I am saying SIMPLY because I said the word ALL or because I said I gave my friend $20 to answer some questions then we had an experience together for quite a few hours after, instead of defining it perfectly as the events took place.... because I thought saying anything about that $20 would make you guys think about it.... so I don't let you by removing it from the paragraph. So if I don’t say things right, exactly the way every perspective wants to hear, someone will respond in a negative way. Smart…. Dumb… middle… upper middle… lower lower middle… whatever you are or you think you are. Its all negatively impacting my statements and others statements to make change difficult. You being any rate of intelligence does not mean you are exempt from what I'm saying. Especially on the topic of Marijauna. Or shrooms. Or any drug. Meaning you thinking it should be legal... and having the WRONG opinions... makes you wrong. Period. Change your opinions if you need to... and say only the truth.
 
Example 3:

My friend also brought up an RCXD went off in his black ops 2. If you know what an RCXD is and you know what it does… then this example can help show you my perspective because you have personal thoughts about it that benefit me.

He said… “You should have seen this, I used my RCXD and it went off right as I used it”
So I said “Wow, someone was right by you and you used your RCXD and it was triggered and killed you but not them?”
He said “No, I just pressed the button and it lagged, so I paniced and it went off and killed me.”
I said “Do you think you accidentally hit the button?”
He said “Yes”

Regardless of if his answer is true or not… he is either lying about his use of the RCXD and pretending he is better then he really is for whatever reason, or he accidentally hit the button.

Either way… I would not have gotten this far… had I not asked if he panicked, and just laughed that his RCXD hit an enemy player and that he used it right when it happened and then tell future people that I saw an RCXD explode on an enemy player just as you were using it… when it reality that did not happen… I just heard him incorrectly. (ruled out the option that a player could have been there by watching theater mode).
Now theres many reasons I could have no asked if he panicked… and if I chose any of those reasons…. I wouldn’t have figured out that he didn’t do what I thought he did… and my opinion would be changed all the way until someone else used an RCXD in a private game next to that player and made them explode.
Get my point?
 
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