I have to vent.

curious2garden

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dirtsurfr said:
^^^ quit pounding yer pud so much and grow up Sabfjrina unless you just come to troll and then you gotta quit hitting like a girl.
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The USN hard to piss off, but launches accurately after sufficient head of steam. Tomahawk successfully deployed! Target destroyed.
 
Mr. Outdoors

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Was reading through the post and wanted to stop and say THANK YOU to each and every one of you who have fought and sacraficed for my freedoms. I live for the most part a healthy happy life and if not for men and women like you I am not sure that I would get to enjoy the things I do.


TRULY, THANK YOU
 
BBYY

BBYY

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mr sunshine said:
Did your friend respond???are u guys gunna hangout?? u should invite him to the bbq!!!!!
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no not yet

Kinda nervous lol actually if he will respond, dont like putting myself out like that actually never have , so its a new feeling.

Ive found growing all types of plants great help for ptsd symptoms, seems the hard work and keeping the mind busy all them hours oh and chopping males down, but seems the pot gots to boil over every now and then, Seeing as alot of vets stopped in, curious on how long it took for them to find relief in growing and using cannabis, I also grow alot of plants, cacti outside of weed is my favorite. But they dont require allot maintenance so they can be boring.

Id love to come to the BBQ, im living off fixed income, disability which is barely enough to run the HIDS lol but if my VA appeal gets approved, all that months of back pay will help, and ofcourse Id deserve a vacation. I just dont think it will happen in the near future, as many vets can attest , the VA doesn't use calenders id supposed.
I remember hearing about a BBq a few years ago, is this the same on thats been running annually? Thats great if so, that its been going this smoothly all these years, great times I bet.

off to puff a bowl and i gotta try to sleep... going try to be productive tommrow
respect everyone :peace:
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BBYY

BBYY

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oh how i love the infantry, great times on the range. playing with all the weapons, and I got to be mortars too. 120mm , mounted ;) but we always had our 81's for our dismounts
 
doublejj

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From 1 combat veteran to another..............[video=youtube;D150NF4UpiU]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D150NF4UpiU&feature=player_embedded[/video]
 
Sunbiz1

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BBYY said:
Ill say about 98% of you will probably not know what the fuck im talkin about.

If so read on if you wish, but forewarning. You may have more questions at the end and or feel like you've wasted a few minutes of your precious life.

When I first started growing I met a like minded grower off an old cannabis forum that no longer exists. Over the years of building friendship on that site and soon both of us moderating and running the whole forum with hand selected moderators bringing that forum to a higher level and almost able to compete with the big names at the time. Unknownily the site owner and seed salesman betrayed us and eventually we left that site.

During our time together we became like brothers, In love with the whole world surrounding the cannabis culture. From breeding our own stock from land race seeds and stabilizing special phenos also to collecting and preserving old genetics and new to continue our search for more holy grails.
We eventually started visiting each other across the country - Having parties and meeting each others families becoming more or less a family of our own.

Anyways years have passed and we coninued our passion of breeding and trying out new strains while still trying to stabilize our many project. As many growers we encountered many issues, Losing valuable fathers, prize moms an even a catastrophic split of us as friends.

This time it seems (almost 1 - 1/2 year's later) That once your friendship becomes greater than the shared love of cannabis its too late. You soon will see diffrenty, Wish that we should have meet over different terms

Now my biggest vent is that now I started to grow again , I feel half empty, Every strain I grow or project I try to pic back up reminds me of my buddy.

Its a heartache at some times. I lost a brother and did things that I should have rethought and same for his part.

Well in a nutshell. Ive started to grow again and try to continue my projects but always feel like some part of me is missing.

Im trying to continue and will undoubtedly , I just never knew how empty something I used to love can become


Im not sorry for ranting, more or less happy I can share my feelings with a group whom judgement affects me in no way and is more or less something I cannot go talk to my RL friends..

So any words of wisdom from other broken partnerships and what eventually happen...Did you guys bury the hatchet or if you did was things never the same between them?

We had massive plans on breeding top quality genetics, with love of genetics and leaning towards a more medicinal specific strains with highest CBD - THC for each aliment, We were just starting three years so far of testing and working various strains all halted that I just want to finish, but I feel I am missing my partner in crime and dont know if I can finish it rather just start new projects.

Anyways. I feel to wrong to apologize , maybe he wont forgive me and if he does how awkward will our relationship be from here on out.. AHHH this been eating me for weeks. Cant sleep for many nights.

Well if you read this and wanna talk to me , Im mostly friendly and if you know me from the last few years im not afraid to share my thoughts even if they are obtrusive

Very Respectfully
BBYY
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Frost Bros.?, FYI...he's the only one I know offline from these sites.

No naturally, I took his side last year.

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Sunbiz1

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BBYY said:
For the few that were saying they were dying to know why we split, It all started about two years ago when my friend came into contact with a breeder who was starting a new seed sale site. He wanted in , he wanted to sell seeds, I wanted in too but I had split feelings, Nothing was ready yet to be released. I was in a point in my life where I had minimal breeding time and didn't wanna put out genetics that were only taking half my attention. (they're were a few other things but due to privacy I will only talk about the cannabis related issues). to shorten the story I wanted one thing from this seed business and he wanted another, but since he "talked to the dude" it was his way or the highway. So I said fuck it and quit growing(he then black listed me from all the breeding sites, making my name into a POS) Unfortunately since I left I go check his seed stock from now and then, nothing new is on, everything that is, is from me and it seems he is too going threw the same dilemma. My biggest thing is I go to germ seeds and they are from him, and some part of me way way back in my head says, "oh he gonna love to see what I do with these" but of course he wont. Didn't think I was gonna get this much attention maybe my friend will read this and send me a email it has never changed and then maybe we can slowly work back, or maybe its fuck us forever in that case I will always continue to grow but I wont be able to share it with the world Ive read every reply even the douche bag ones Cannabis and Friendship is a hard thing to master
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OK, so it is Dizzle Frost...who still has an account here.

That chunky monkey was good, but the C99 F-1 Pineapple pheno was the bomb...those are beans I'd pay top dollar for.

You should try and get in touch, he's the forgiving type.
 
racerboy71

racerboy71

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Sunbiz1 said:
OK, so it is Dizzle Frost...who still has an account here.

That chunky monkey was good, but the C99 F-1 Pineapple pheno was the bomb...those are beans I'd pay top dollar for.

You should try and get in touch, he's the forgiving type.
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yeah, d is a good dude, i call him a friend.. i told bbyy to try and make things better, not sure how it went..
 
doublejj

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slowandsteady said:
plot spot right 50 add 200 fire for effect, shots fired!!
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worse yet.....Thump, Thump, Thump.........Mortar's!.......Incoming!....Bam! Bam! Bam!....They are walking them in!!!....Run!.....Bam!! Oh Shit, ran the wrong way!!!!.Bam!! Bam!!!......"Medic!"...........God Damn Mortars!!!!.......
 
BBYY

BBYY

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racerb, I still have not heard back, guess old lines are not active, I got old contacts who deff know how I can get in touch, Ill do that tonight. djj do u still have a carport greenhouse thread? I always loved watchin your tree's grow a few years back
 
racerboy71

racerboy71

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If you want bbyy I can let him know about this thread..

Lemme know.. I haven't talked to him in a bit as I got a new laptop and haven't gotten around to installing yahoo chat on it yet.. but will shortly here..
 
doublejj

doublejj

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BBYY said:
racerb, I still have not heard back, guess old lines are not active, I got old contacts who deff know how I can get in touch, Ill do that tonight. djj do u still have a carport greenhouse thread? I always loved watchin your tree's grow a few years back
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I have a carport discussion thread over on the outdoor pg........
 
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