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Going that route myself.

Exactly what I thought, but I still think 10 years may lose some potency..

It is the most hypnotic of all the benzos, and is usually prescribed for extremely severe insomnia, yet has much more anti-anxiety and muscle relaxing effects then the nonbenzodiazepines (ambien, lunesta, etc)

You are right on the dot, he was someone I had done opiates with, done with that completely now (and not psychedelic research, but only my stupid and almost unneeded opiate foray) He seemed disinterested in psychedelics and said he has only had bad experiences on them.. I tend to understand why...

30mg each (pure temazepam in capsules), it was kept in a dark, cool place for about 10 years. Had NO idea it was there.. I am hoping they are still active to some extent, I know they definitely didn't degrade completely, I took two and felt kinda relaxed and drowzy. I'm not certain, but I...

Also, thank you, as one of my most respected posters on here. I think you are above the rest in analytical reasoning, and how you approach yoru drug use. You are a very, very insightful person. I enjoy reading your posts, hopefully when I feel better we will interact more, as that would be...

That is exactly how I should look at it.. Perhaps I will in the end become a better person through all of this. Thanks so much for your support, Mightymiller, you are a true friend, with advice that I need at the moment.. I just wish I could go up faster :p I am in such a depressed state it's...

He told me he was there to help me.. I was withdrawing and feeling like shit and he told me we were going to get through this together!(how can someone say that, and then do the completel opposite, he knew how vulernable I was, and he did THAT to me... I fucking can't believe it, I guess no one...

As noted before, 400 (actually even possibly .5g) rectally was quite an experience. (this was after compulsive redosing throughout the day, so a good amount of tolerance must have been built) i couldnt talk or walk well, and no visuals were quite disheartening. I still love this chemical. I am...

somewhere between 300-400mg rectal. I just happened to do 2g in a little over 2 days (95% rectal dosing).. I'm starting to consider IV injection of MXE. It seems rather benign, but my 2 gram binge did have some not so great effects afterwards for at least a day (muscle tension, headaches, very...

Okay, I'm back. I am extremely dissociated. Can't talk much, but I did go through my benzo and opiate detox for a week. I was an idiot. Hopefully I learned from my mistakes.

I have 2cb.. I like psychedelics 500x more than any opiates. I don't like opiates. Do you guys not get that? I can go through physical withdrawl from them and not be mentally addicted. Which is EXACTLY what happened, I'd be able to explain more thoroughly when I have more time and my head is clear..

I realize, I'm just impatient, and don't give a fuck about money.. I am not trying to get good connects for this..

If you read carefully, I have experience shooting Oxycodone, shooting 90mg gets me really good. I don't like opiates enough to let them ruin my life long-term, I just like experimenting.. Even if it is expensive, I ended up with 30 bags of H.. Payed 500.. Oh well. You guys don't know me too...

Well, I think you should of redosed more at lower dosages, I find that is the best way insuffalated. If you really want to try this substances more extreme effect, but don't like the length, IM or IV it (or plug it even, but as you said that isn't a good option for you because of pre-existing...

Well the 200 bag of H didn't last long because it was black tar, I could only smoke it, and didnt want to shoot it/ didnt have a works, and as you all know smoking it is a big waste. I am an idiot. I did opiates ( I happened to have friends who do them a lot), and they somehow convinced me to do...

It works on many receptors, most notably as a dopamine releaser and 5HT releaser, and is a 5HTa agonist which is where the psychedelic effect of the drug comes from..

Nah, I don't like opiates enough to abuse them.. They're interesting enough, but my natural tolerance is too high for me to spend money on it.. Hell I spent 200 on the H, and it lasted me 1 1/2 days, I got ripped off, I don't hang around those kind of people so I couldn't get good shit. But my...

Entactogens I believe.. or MDxx

Never said I was "hardcore". But I went way too far.. When you end up smoking heroin on the 9th day it has gone too far. I had never even tried it before, just curious.. lol :p