lol, there are plenty of self ballasted 65 watt cfls on the market don't know what type you're going for but home depo has 68 watt 300 watt equivalent2700k bulbs for $15 and if you need a blue or 65k light check out http://www.1000bulbs.com/category/2-to-200-watt-cfl-compact-fluorescents , they...