Am I Possessed?

I think something evil has possessed my mind.

About a month ago as I was trying to sleep I look up at the wall across from my bed and I saw what looked like a person made of shadows trying to climb out of the wall. I just closed my eyes and tried to ignore it. Then a few minutes later it felt like a fingertip was going down the length of my shin. After that my legs got really really cold.

The other night not even five minutes after I laid down to sleep I heard what sounded like one of my dogs near my desk, so I jumped up and turned the lights on and nothing was there. I tried going back to sleep but I kept hearing two things : what sounding like paper folding over and over, and very quiet TV static. I am very familiar with the sounds of my room and house, no one was awake but me at that point and what I was hearing what very unusual.

I have had three dreams where I am laying down and suddenly I can't move or breathe, and when I try to call for help nothing comes out. Right before I die in the dream I wake up, but I am still in the same state as I was in the dream, paralyzed and unable to breathe or talk. This subsides after about 3 to 5 seconds though.

Now the last week or so I have had emotions I haven't felt in a long time, and I am developing harsh feelings towards some of my friends. Right now I am filled with hate towards the world while at the same time the world is depressing me. I feel like my friends are using me and that I should never be with them again. Above all, suicide is constantly in my mind.

I have told my family and friends about most of this. My mom says its night terrors. My stepfather and dad both say it's demons.

If it is a demon or evil spirit then I don't know how to deal with it. My religion, or lack thereof I guess makes me weak and susceptible to this evil.

What can I do?

fight it. its an evil spirit trying to possess you

Budsmoker187 said:

fight it. its an evil spirit trying to possess you

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How do I fight it? I don't really have a religion, I mean I believe in a creator, kharma, and spirit.

My dad says "cast it out in the name of jesus" but to me jesus has no power, he was a man and just that.

I used to have nightmares of people chasing me...

One day I got sick of it and decided to end it. So, the next time I dreamed that people were chasing me I willed myself to stop running in my dreams. When I did that they stopped running too and stood around stupidly. I have rarely ever had dreams like this again.

You are responsible for your life, your spirit, your soul... Whatever it is, get rid of it.

sleep paralysis. i hate that shit. this is reminding me of the exorcist tho, and i fucking hate that movie. i don't know how to help you tho, i'd do some research on the net about what you can do.

I feel for ya man. Ive seen documentaries on ppl being possessed by evil demons. Its real shit. I would start doing some research on how to get help. I dont know what else to tell ya. Be STRONG..

Stay strong. That's some pretty scary stuff and you can't let it take a hold of you.

If you are willing to, maybe go to a nearby church and talk to the priest about it, they may be able to help a lot.

dude hes not possesed insane would be my guess



naw but for real, sleep with the tv on your probably stressed out and if you keep telling yourself you possesed you gonna start to belive it


im not even sure this thread isnt a joke

You shouldnt listen to the Insane Clown Posse... Bad shit man.

im just assuming this off the "juggalo" in your name.

Im pretty sure you are possed. You are probably goin to die soon. Go on a crime spree quick. Going down fighting is better then dying by pussy demons. Get a human skull. They hate those...and i mean take one don't buy one....

pics if you get that skull XD

its your body your mind you control it no one eles. i would ask a preist though even if you dont belive in god.

as for the dreams put somthing in your room that you normally wouldent see that way you will be more likly to see it in your dreams and then you can control the dream

Dont know if your possessed or not lol but I woke up from sleep paralyzed a few times.
Id listen to your mom,no offense but your dad sounds like a religious nut.

yah sleep paralysis is some crazy shit but i dont think your possessed. you done much acid ?

[]quote[If it is a demon or evil spirit then I don't know how to deal with it. My religion, or lack thereof I guess makes me weak and susceptible to this evil.

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If you're honestly thinking it's bad weegie then I'd reccomend a tall bridge

Auditory and visual hallucinations can be a sign of schizophrenia. Which usually develops in your late teens to early twenties.

Might be worthwhile to talk to a shrink if you can.

Fungus Gnat said:

Auditory and visual hallucinations can be a sign of schizophrenia. Which usually develops in your late teens to early twenties.

Might be worthwhile to talk to a shrink if you can.

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LOL there ya go. diagnosing mental illness over the internet. it's people like you that make this world the shithole that it is.

nothing wrong with being a little evil

Even the Vatican says they've only done one exorcism that they say was legit, but the kid involved could turn it on and off.

Demons aren't real, but something is weighing on your mind and this is how your subconscious mind is trying to explain it in images that your conscious mind will understand.

Your demons are purely internal - try bouncing it off other people in one of the psych forums if you don't want to go and see someone.

I'm guessing your dad's devotion ("cast it out in Jesus' name") is at odds with your own theology (" I don't really have a religion, I mean I believe in a creator, kharma, and spirit."). That's got to create some internal stress that's famously difficult to work through.
Once you figure out a way to live with your circumstances, this will go away.

Ever notice how atheists don't get 'possessed' ?
You'd think that they'd be a ready-made vessel....

HAMandCHEEZ4life said:

LOL there ya go. diagnosing mental illness over the internet. it's people like you that make this world the shithole that it is.

nothing wrong with being a little evil

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Yeah because seeing shit climbing out of a wall and feeling you might be possessed is entirely normal and not worth getting checked out psychologically.

JXChaos said:

pics if you get that skull XD

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he aint no predator