But i'm not sick..I'm fucking the only reasonable person alive I think...what the fuck is sick..I don't fall into some pre determined socially accepted train of thought?? good then I'm sick..I'm the sickest M'F'er out there! so much to do so little time..
Oh I thought you were talking about going on a killing spree or something. That's what I meant by rash.
Well that's a lot of pressure for one person.
Well if you can't be honest with the person trying to help you, then it'll be hard to get help.
You might be surprised how similar your situation is to many others.
Who doesn't have empathy? Sorry, this is a weed forum and all. I might be a tad high.
Nah. Give it some time - not like you have a choice. You will feel different.
Yeah, don't do that. I am guessing that you are going to be the one to sort of take care of her in the future. Not an easy task. Try not to be pissed. Older folks are kind of an easy target and there is no shortage of people looking to take advantage. Just try to be kind and keep tabs on what she is up to.
I'm going to try to be kind..well at least not a complete asshole....that's all i can do..no more taking care of her, no more looking over her shoulder to make sure she's ok..I have to distance myself i won't become her financial fall back again..I'm going to have to watch the house I grew up in, that i put blood sweat and tears into, go away, most of my families possessions..my fathers cars...She's going to end up in state run housing..it's inevitable..she's 63ish, broke, overweight with a medically implanted device she doesn't take care of and within the last year diagnosed with diabetes..which she refuses to go to a dietician for. With any luck..i won't be dealing with this for long..
That sucks, but try to keep it in perspective. It is stuff. Yeah, you have a huge emotional connection to it, but life will go on. Don't let that weigh you down in the future. you have your own life to live and a responsibility to yourself to live it.