ChemisTree
Active Member
So, last night was the third time in my life I've smoked up. And it turned out to be the worst experience yet.
Measured out .43 grams of this sweet smelling stuff. I'm by myself smoking it. Halfway through I'm having auditory hallucinations. By the end of the .43 grams I'm hearing all kinds of music. The fan is playing techno as it keeps a fast beat. Out of the walls I hear an orchestra. My heart is racing. I start to lose touch with reality, and feel like I'm going to die. Or that I am dying. That's what got me- the panic and terror that set over me.
Then time itself begins to play with me. I manage to get to my feet. I remember going to my bedroom, then doing the same thing again as my mind rebooted. This happened over and over. My perception of time slowed down and the nightmare seemed to take forever.
I did this while extremely sleep deprived. I had insomnia the night before and hadn't slept. I thought this would get me to sleep (but I couldn't sleep until things settled down).
I managed myself in two ways. One, I found some lorazepam and took that. Two, I went on the forums. I don't remember what threads I looked at, but I want to thank everyone who had already talked about this, about reassuring yourself that it's only temporary. It really helped a lot.
The funny thing is, after the first hour a more normal high set in and I was able to joke with my wife (and then the munchies occured, etc).
I won't stop taking it, because it works well for the pain, but I want to know if there are certain strains I should look for to prevent this from happening again. Or more specifically, are there more 'calming' strains out there to try?
Measured out .43 grams of this sweet smelling stuff. I'm by myself smoking it. Halfway through I'm having auditory hallucinations. By the end of the .43 grams I'm hearing all kinds of music. The fan is playing techno as it keeps a fast beat. Out of the walls I hear an orchestra. My heart is racing. I start to lose touch with reality, and feel like I'm going to die. Or that I am dying. That's what got me- the panic and terror that set over me.
Then time itself begins to play with me. I manage to get to my feet. I remember going to my bedroom, then doing the same thing again as my mind rebooted. This happened over and over. My perception of time slowed down and the nightmare seemed to take forever.
I did this while extremely sleep deprived. I had insomnia the night before and hadn't slept. I thought this would get me to sleep (but I couldn't sleep until things settled down).
I managed myself in two ways. One, I found some lorazepam and took that. Two, I went on the forums. I don't remember what threads I looked at, but I want to thank everyone who had already talked about this, about reassuring yourself that it's only temporary. It really helped a lot.
The funny thing is, after the first hour a more normal high set in and I was able to joke with my wife (and then the munchies occured, etc).
I won't stop taking it, because it works well for the pain, but I want to know if there are certain strains I should look for to prevent this from happening again. Or more specifically, are there more 'calming' strains out there to try?
The Cali boys can help you out on the diff strains and what they do and all that scientific stuff lol. I just smoke good weed and either I laugh alot or I get tired haha 
lol
