I see you are still brainwashed, if you believe veterans are doing anything for the sake of society....
I see you are still brainwashed if you believe they are doing NOTHING for the sake of our society.
I come from a long long line of war veterans (I'm not originally from the US), I had family members in every war last century, aside from Korea - many also fought in foreign armies. Very few died, but many were injured.
I have seen them fall apart because people like you make them think they are useless. When the truth of the matter is, they're just hurting from all the damn killing they were a part of, and as thanks, people like you minimize their sacrifice and disrupt their honor.
...and in case you've forgotten...those soldiers killed people with the intentions of protecting people like you. However unjust the government was, don't blame the soldiers. I'd be a sorry bastard to put my life on the line just to be spat at
if and when I survived.
I don't mean to argue, brother...but we all have burdens - some bigger than others. Doesn't mean you're better than them, just means you got lucky.
anyway...just thought I'd comment on aya. As powerful a medicine as she is, she's not for everybody. She may cure some things, other things would take many many sessions with an experienced healer to show a sign of improvement (like PTSD). I highly doubt you are a real shaman, though I do agree it is fun to play with mimosa and psychotria
For those who are prescribed heavy doses of medications - you are on them for a reason. If and when you find the strength to break free of them, no matter the burden, then you are ready to try aya. It is a very very powerful journey...if you are prepared.
Peace and Love.